I'm ticked off...
Ok, I will get this out of the way...since I'm feeling this:
Figure.09
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cuz from the infinite words I can say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you n’ every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to em n’ everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Get away from me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I kept it in without letting you
(Know)
I let you go so get away from
(Me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I kept it in without letting you
(Know)
I let you go
(And then)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
(I've let myself become you)
(I've let myself become)
(lost inside these thoughts of you)
(giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
I'm sick of people taking advantage of me. I'm sick of all these fuckers that run the world. I'm sick of every bloody teenager from the age of 14-17 that what they think is right and we adults have it wrong and will always be wrong. Fuck that. You gusy want to experience sex? you guys want to experience what you guys think is "love"? You m'fers don't even know what that is. But since you guys think that sex is a toy, and without responsibilities? You are sadly mistaken. If you guys want to fuck up your life with it, then go ahead. I'm not stopping you. But don't blame the adults for trying to steer you in the right path. You guys don't know jack shit. That's my piece.
Work has been hell. My stupid supervisor doesn't know how to run Metro. He's an asshole like the rest of them. I work my ass of the on the 600 line and I got stuck with more work. My back was acting up and I didn't need 2 more extra trucks on the 600 line. God, I was so glad when I left. The rest of my day was ok. I went to get my haircut and it came out good. I didn't find the manga that I wanted to buy at waldenbooks so I went home. *sigh* The Giants lost. Great...now the fish i.e the Marlins have a 2-1 game lead in the playoffs. Blame Jose Cruz for messing up the biggest out in the game. If he caught that and didn't mess it up, that would've been the 1st out and the other 2 outs that happened would've ended the game. But noooo...he had to mess it up. So tomorrow, they play game 4. I hope they win.
I wish I was at ai-magic right now. I need to get rid of this stress that's been hanging onto me. Hopefully, the Metreon anime event is coming up next weekend and I'm really looking forward to that. This week has been hell at work concerning the situation with the 600 line and it's stupid spares. *sigh* I need a b33r right now, watch sailor moon S and then go to bed. Anyhoo, I'm tired and I'm going home. I'm hungry as a horse and I guess I will buy some japanese when I go home. You've been warned at the LJ cut. Do not send me any flames or anything of that nature. It's your choice if you guys want to read this or not. Good Night.
Figure.09
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cuz from the infinite words I can say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you n’ every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I was committing myself to em n’ everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(And now)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Get away from me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I kept it in without letting you
(Know)
I let you go so get away from
(Me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I kept it in without letting you
(Know)
I let you go
(And then)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be right here)
(You've become a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(I can't separate)
(Myself from what I've done)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
(I've let myself become you)
(I've let myself become)
(lost inside these thoughts of you)
(giving up a part of me)
(I've let myself become you)
I'm sick of people taking advantage of me. I'm sick of all these fuckers that run the world. I'm sick of every bloody teenager from the age of 14-17 that what they think is right and we adults have it wrong and will always be wrong. Fuck that. You gusy want to experience sex? you guys want to experience what you guys think is "love"? You m'fers don't even know what that is. But since you guys think that sex is a toy, and without responsibilities? You are sadly mistaken. If you guys want to fuck up your life with it, then go ahead. I'm not stopping you. But don't blame the adults for trying to steer you in the right path. You guys don't know jack shit. That's my piece.
Work has been hell. My stupid supervisor doesn't know how to run Metro. He's an asshole like the rest of them. I work my ass of the on the 600 line and I got stuck with more work. My back was acting up and I didn't need 2 more extra trucks on the 600 line. God, I was so glad when I left. The rest of my day was ok. I went to get my haircut and it came out good. I didn't find the manga that I wanted to buy at waldenbooks so I went home. *sigh* The Giants lost. Great...now the fish i.e the Marlins have a 2-1 game lead in the playoffs. Blame Jose Cruz for messing up the biggest out in the game. If he caught that and didn't mess it up, that would've been the 1st out and the other 2 outs that happened would've ended the game. But noooo...he had to mess it up. So tomorrow, they play game 4. I hope they win.
I wish I was at ai-magic right now. I need to get rid of this stress that's been hanging onto me. Hopefully, the Metreon anime event is coming up next weekend and I'm really looking forward to that. This week has been hell at work concerning the situation with the 600 line and it's stupid spares. *sigh* I need a b33r right now, watch sailor moon S and then go to bed. Anyhoo, I'm tired and I'm going home. I'm hungry as a horse and I guess I will buy some japanese when I go home. You've been warned at the LJ cut. Do not send me any flames or anything of that nature. It's your choice if you guys want to read this or not. Good Night.