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*sigh* Woo! It's been a while, but yes, I have returned!
It's been a hectic few months... I fucked this year up at school really badly, then ralized at the start of fourth quarter that if I didn't work my ass off, i wouldn't graduate. So I've been working my ass off for a couple of months, and guess what? My grades have risen a collective 70-ish percent, and I'm still not graduating, I don't think. It's that fuking math class. I hate math. I don't do math. I bombed my math final today, and that was my only hope. I wasted four years of my life in this hellhole institution, and I could've just gotten my GED when I was planning to after 10th grade and saved myself the trouble.
Unless, by some work of god or something, I passed that math final.
Well, hummm.
I have a new boyfriend. I've been dating him for two months today. his name is Sisco (no, not like the thong song, like short for FRANsisco) and he's Mexican. A few weekends ago, I went to Albuquerque with him to meet his family and I am thoroughly convinced that this is a good thing, this relationship. It's healthy. A few months ago, I couldn't tell you what a healthy relationship was, because I'd never been in one. It's crazy, you don't realize you're drowning until you get a breath of fresh air.
What happened to Chris, you ask? On my birthday, on the day I was actually free to date him, he and I went to some big ass mall on the way to a much anticipated picnic in Red Rocks, so he could buy some comics (which was fine with me; I love comics, especially X-Men, of which I got maybe ten that day), and after we left the comic store, he sat me down on a bench and told me he found his soulmate. He'd been seeing this girl since before we started dating, then told me I was a rebound (a nine month fucking rebound) from his ex-wife.
That's what happened there. I'm sad about it; I really loved him, but I've found something so much better... I mean, he dances with me. AND he sang "Imagine" at karaoke. So it's all good. I'm happier now than I have bee in a very long while. ^_^
Our band, Midnight Symphony (Me, Sisco, Stuebe, and Jes) played our first show on Cinco de Mayo at a house party for our friend Ben. ^_^ And Kat, our sylist/photographer, did a striptease to one of our songs! As weird as it sounds, it was the highest honor that could've been bestowed on us for our first show. The show itself was a disaster, as most first shows are, full of technical difficulties (Jes and I had to keep kicking the extension cord to keep power going to her bass and my keyboard, lol), but everyone understood and they thought we were awesome anyway. ^_^
It was, for once, completely about the music. (And kind of about the striptease... ^_^) It was incredible; I felt more holy than I had in a very long while. It's like I was channeling Saint Cecelia or some other music-centered god/dess, and it was fucking amazing.
We've got another show with even more people on the 26th (it's a graduation party) and I can't wait. it's like the biggest high fathomable.
Prom is on Saturday and my dress is almost finished. ^_^ Hooray! I've gotta hem it and put some darts in the back and attach the wings, and then I'm done! can't wait. ^_^
I was thinking about college, and I decided that I will probably go to a two year school to start off after all, seeing as how university is really out of the question right now. I think I'll major in fashion (design) and hopefully minor in botany. ^_^
Kim and I have to find an apartment complex for cheap by June 7th... her psychotic, irresponsible grandmother (who happens to own the house we live in currently) decided to stop paying mortgage, so we're all being kicked out. Kim's mother and Dalton (her brother) are going to be staing at Kim's OTHER grandparents' house until they get on their feet, but there is no room for us there so we need to find a place to stay. We're pretty sure sisco's gonna move in with us as well, because he's living in Stuebe's basement currently, and eventually we think Stuebe will move in with us as well. but for now, we have 3 roommates and enough money for the average one-bedroom apartment.
So if anyone knows a place that's cheap but not like DRUG CENTRAL or anything, please let me know? Soon?
Anyhow, wish us all luck (we know we'll survive anyway), and until the next post, sayounara!
-me- ^_^
It's been a hectic few months... I fucked this year up at school really badly, then ralized at the start of fourth quarter that if I didn't work my ass off, i wouldn't graduate. So I've been working my ass off for a couple of months, and guess what? My grades have risen a collective 70-ish percent, and I'm still not graduating, I don't think. It's that fuking math class. I hate math. I don't do math. I bombed my math final today, and that was my only hope. I wasted four years of my life in this hellhole institution, and I could've just gotten my GED when I was planning to after 10th grade and saved myself the trouble.
Unless, by some work of god or something, I passed that math final.
Well, hummm.
I have a new boyfriend. I've been dating him for two months today. his name is Sisco (no, not like the thong song, like short for FRANsisco) and he's Mexican. A few weekends ago, I went to Albuquerque with him to meet his family and I am thoroughly convinced that this is a good thing, this relationship. It's healthy. A few months ago, I couldn't tell you what a healthy relationship was, because I'd never been in one. It's crazy, you don't realize you're drowning until you get a breath of fresh air.
What happened to Chris, you ask? On my birthday, on the day I was actually free to date him, he and I went to some big ass mall on the way to a much anticipated picnic in Red Rocks, so he could buy some comics (which was fine with me; I love comics, especially X-Men, of which I got maybe ten that day), and after we left the comic store, he sat me down on a bench and told me he found his soulmate. He'd been seeing this girl since before we started dating, then told me I was a rebound (a nine month fucking rebound) from his ex-wife.
That's what happened there. I'm sad about it; I really loved him, but I've found something so much better... I mean, he dances with me. AND he sang "Imagine" at karaoke. So it's all good. I'm happier now than I have bee in a very long while. ^_^
Our band, Midnight Symphony (Me, Sisco, Stuebe, and Jes) played our first show on Cinco de Mayo at a house party for our friend Ben. ^_^ And Kat, our sylist/photographer, did a striptease to one of our songs! As weird as it sounds, it was the highest honor that could've been bestowed on us for our first show. The show itself was a disaster, as most first shows are, full of technical difficulties (Jes and I had to keep kicking the extension cord to keep power going to her bass and my keyboard, lol), but everyone understood and they thought we were awesome anyway. ^_^
It was, for once, completely about the music. (And kind of about the striptease... ^_^) It was incredible; I felt more holy than I had in a very long while. It's like I was channeling Saint Cecelia or some other music-centered god/dess, and it was fucking amazing.
We've got another show with even more people on the 26th (it's a graduation party) and I can't wait. it's like the biggest high fathomable.
Prom is on Saturday and my dress is almost finished. ^_^ Hooray! I've gotta hem it and put some darts in the back and attach the wings, and then I'm done! can't wait. ^_^
I was thinking about college, and I decided that I will probably go to a two year school to start off after all, seeing as how university is really out of the question right now. I think I'll major in fashion (design) and hopefully minor in botany. ^_^
Kim and I have to find an apartment complex for cheap by June 7th... her psychotic, irresponsible grandmother (who happens to own the house we live in currently) decided to stop paying mortgage, so we're all being kicked out. Kim's mother and Dalton (her brother) are going to be staing at Kim's OTHER grandparents' house until they get on their feet, but there is no room for us there so we need to find a place to stay. We're pretty sure sisco's gonna move in with us as well, because he's living in Stuebe's basement currently, and eventually we think Stuebe will move in with us as well. but for now, we have 3 roommates and enough money for the average one-bedroom apartment.
So if anyone knows a place that's cheap but not like DRUG CENTRAL or anything, please let me know? Soon?
Anyhow, wish us all luck (we know we'll survive anyway), and until the next post, sayounara!
-me- ^_^