Happy happy birfday, from all of me to you~
Title: Jaded Lovers 1/1 ((sequel to Jaded Cheater))
Author: ryuchan27
Pairing/characters: Miyavi x Kai, Melody (mentioned), Lovelie
Rating: R *being safe*
Warnings: Sexual intentions... guy on guy...
Summary: A child is born out of love, it never meant she was born out of love for only one.
Disclaimer: I do not own and more than likely never will DO NOT SUE!!!! mcgrrgrr grr
Comments: I am SO sorry this took so long lovely :( I'm writing another for you and it'll be *hopefully* a little happier :3 I loveles you~ HAPPY late BIRTHDAY LOVELES~~~~~~!!!!!!!
The man groaned gently, rubbing at his eyes as he checked the clock to his side. Who the hell could be up THIS early and knocking on his door? Sighing loudly, he rolled over onto his feet and rubbed his eyes a little more, chasing the sleep from the corners and stretched before he shivered, the wood floor cold to his bare feet. He sighed again, realizing that he was naked, and decided that whoever was at the door wasn't really expecting him to answer the door nude. Quickly he found a pair of boxers and a shirt, threw them on and ran to the door. "I'm coming!" He assured the unwelcomed guest, unlocking the door and swinging it open to find a widely grinning man, holding a bundle of white blankets.
"Miyavi!? What the hell-"
"Melody had to leave for the weekend, and you KNOW how I am about being alone... can we come in?"
The other man eyed the bundle again, looking up at the taller artist and then nodded. "Why'd you bring Lovelie?" He asked a little colder than he meant as Miyavi pouted. "I couldn't leave her~ I have to leave in a few weeks for the tour, and.... well I just don't want to leave her yet." He said with a pout looking at his beautiful baby then back up at the other man. "And I wanted you to see how big she's getting Kai." He said with a small smile at the man thinned out his lips. "Why?"
The other artist looked down at the baby and moved some of her thick black hair around, his finger running over her smooth skin on her cheek. "Because she's just as much as yours as mine and Melody's." He said softly as Kai rolled his eyes. "She's none of mine Takamasa. I don't know why you keep saying that..." He said ruffling his hair and sighing... they'd planned this before everything had happened. Seeing the child in the other's hands brought back memories, very distant and sad memories.
~*(past)
"Yutaka~ isn't she so pretty~" The other man asked, wrapped from head to toe with a jacket, thick jeans, a scarf and gloves. No one would hopefully recognize either of them... that would be publicity that neither of their names needed right now. But he had to admit, he was quite happy about finally coming down to the adoption agency, looking at all the little girls and boys playing around, coloring, and drawing. "She is pretty..." He said, as Miyavi giggled and tossed her up in the air a little letting her squeal with laughter, then caught her gently. "What's YOUR name little one?" He asked as the girl giggled and drew circles on Miyavi's cheek. "Haruhi~" She mused as Miyavi snuggled her and Kai smiled. "Well Haruhi, it was a pleasure meeting you~" The tall man said as she giggled and poked the man's nose.
"What's HIS name?" She questioned, strolling over to the other man and looking up at him with her deep almost black eyes. "I'm Yutaka." He said as she smiled gently. "Are you two a mommy and a daddy?" She asked innocently as they both blushed. "N-No sweety, we're just REALLY good friends." The man said a little nervously as Miyavi laughed and stole the girl up into his arms once more. "Don't listen to Yuta-chan~ we ARE a mommy and a daddy." He said rubbing his nose against the girls. "Taka~!" He whispered, looking around as the other bent down unexpectedly and kissed his lover, the girl giggling, "Will you be MY mommy and daddy soon?" She asked, as Miyavi giggled, "We'll see sweety, but you might find a BETTER mommy and daddy, OK?" The girl pouted and nodded sadly. "Hey, no frownies, we'll be back soon, ok? Ne, won't you smile?"
The girl tried her hardest not to smile as Miyavi poked her sides softly, tickling her as she began to squeal again and giggle, trying to escape from the other man's hands and eventually she ran off to play with her friends. "What do you think love?" He asked as Kai smiled. "It's still too early... but some day soon." He answered.
*~(present)
Kai wished now that he'd let Miyavi adopt the child, because then they wouldn't be HERE, right now... having to deal with this. "Kai...." The drummer turned and sighed, knowing he'd hurt the other from what he'd said. "I'm sorry Takamasa, but she's NOT. I didn't have anything to do with you and Melody when you decided to... have sex and have a child!" He knew that Miyavi really hadn't planned on having Lovelie, it had just sort of happened. But whether or not he'd planned the bundle of "joy", Kai still stood by what he'd said. He shouldn't have fucked around. Sighing he walked out onto the balcony, and gripped the railing tightly, sighing almost painfully as he urged himself not to cry.
He felt that familiar presence, bringing back more memories...
*~
The sun was just starting to set, the colors of the city reflecting off the orange hues and golden touches of the painted shades. Kai's eyes searched around as a taller figure came in from just have taken a shower, the smell of his newly washed body drafting around the other man. Kai leaned back, his own clean skin pressing against the dampened flesh, inhaling the scent of the other's body wash. "Mmm, you smell like the ocean..." Kai whispered, as Miyavi giggled and leaned over pressing his lips to the other's soft hair. "You smell like... coconuts~" He said with a smile, as Kai smiled back and pulled Miyavi down into a real kiss.
~*
"No... stop..." Kai said gently, his hands touching at the other's shoulders as Miyavi pushed him to the bed. "Lovelie's watching us..." The younger man blushed, realizing that the child was indeed looking over at them as Miyavi pressed gentle kisses to the other's lips. "She needs to see who my heart really belongs to... who her mother really is..." Miyavi whispered, stripping them and pushing Kai to the bed a little more roughly.
*
Kai panted heavily into the mattress, his fingers gripping onto the side of it as the child slept soundly next to them. He let small grunts pass his chapping lips, though he wanted to be louder, he wanted to express his love for the other man currently behind him. "You're so quiet..." He heard wet words whispered against his ear, Miyavi coming closer, sliding into and out of the other's body slowly, making every single movement count. "Nhn~ I-I don't want to wake her..." The other panted, his eyes glued onto the child as Miyavi smiled, "Awwww you don't want her to see mommy and daddy making love~?" He asked with a chuckle. He was actually quite glad that the child was asleep, there was no telling what this would do to her memory if she WERE awake.
"Yutaka~ t-turn over..." He suddenly said, pulling away from his lover and pushing him back to the bed, face up, as he kissed the man beneath him passionately, his manhood burying itself deep into the other as Kai whimpered into his lover's mouth, then returned to panting once more. "F-Faster...." He whispered against his ear, Miyavi's hips beginning to snap a little quicker, their skin slapping against one another, as Kai bit at the other's shoulder, moaning loudly against the flesh between his teeth. "Mark me Yuta~ make me yours like you once did..." His gruff voice said softly, his hips rotating just a little as he rested a moment, catching his breath as his lover moaned again and began sucking on Miyavi's shoulder.
Miyavi groaned, pushing Kai to the bed completely, his hips thrusting as fast as they were allowed in the position, Kai's body rocking with the momentum, as his own mouth locked around a specific place on the man's neck, sucking almost painfully at the area. "Nhn~ Yuta~ ha..." He pulled the man's leg up and over his shoulder then, allowing him better access to the other's needy and hot hole, striking against his prostate over and over again just to watch Kai squirm beneath him and writhe in pleasure, straining to keep silent. "Come for me baby~" He then said, feeling his own climax rising in his burning gut as the other man tilted his head back, drowning in the sensations the taller was allowing him to feel. "Taka~"
His mind was numbed for a moment due to the insistent pounding against his body, he couldn't take much more of this... "Too, ah~ much..." He whimpered, the heat building in his abdomen and eventually erupting from his weeping cock onto their stomachs and further to the bed. He clenched his teeth, the scream of ecstasy biting at the back of his throat, as he came, but he stayed as quiet as possible, not knowing as how much pleasure the other man riding him like that got from such a sight. "You're so beautiful..." The man said, keeping his own orgasm in control, his body tensing, a small whimper escaping as he milked himself with the other's tight entrance. "Baby~... gawd I've missed you..." He said kissing foggily at the other's neck and shoulders, their lips meeting in chased kisses before they collapsed onto one another and forgot about cleaning up, forgot about the baby, pretty much forgot about the world, as they laid there, wrapped in one another's arms... dreaming.
When Yutaka woke up, he felt the warmth of a human next to him, their arm wrapped around his side, holding his stomach gently, as it held their bodies from sliding away from one another. For a moment he felt like it had all been a bad dream, Miyavi had never left him for a woman... for a child.... But the noise of the baby waking and wanting her morning breakfast quickly shattered his hopes, as Miyavi kissed the man's cheek and got up out of the comfort of the bed to pick up his crying baby girl and hush her with formula.
Only when the child had burped did he lay her back down, then crawl back into bed with the other man, kissing him gently. "Good morning... my beautiful Yutaka..." He whispered, kissing him again as Kai felt tears brimming his eyes. "G-Good morning... my handsome... Taka-m-asa..." He choked out as Miyavi frowned. "What is it love? Aren't you happy?" But Yutaka couldn't be happy... not when he knew that tomorrow morning, after another wonderful night of sex, Miyavi would truly kiss him for the last time, in a rushed manner, promising him his return and this time, Kai knew he wouldn't come back... he couldn't.
Lovelie would be old enough to understand who her mother really was by the time Miyavi would be home from his tour, and Kai dreaded that day, wished it would never come with every fiber in his body... but he knew this couldn't last, no matter how much Miyavi and him both wanted this. "I am... when I'm with you..." He said truthfully as Miyavi smiled. "Well you have me for today... so let's make it count, ne?" He asked as Yutaka smiled weakly and nodded. He DID have him today... his might as well be happy about it.. he didn't know if he'd ever get this chance again... like this, in Miyavi's arms with a sleeping Lovelie next to them. "I love you Yutaka..." He said softly as the drummer held Miyavi close, not letting him go for the world. "I love you too Takamasa..." .
Author: ryuchan27
Pairing/characters: Miyavi x Kai, Melody (mentioned), Lovelie
Rating: R *being safe*
Warnings: Sexual intentions... guy on guy...
Summary: A child is born out of love, it never meant she was born out of love for only one.
Disclaimer: I do not own and more than likely never will DO NOT SUE!!!! mcgrrgrr grr
Comments: I am SO sorry this took so long lovely :( I'm writing another for you and it'll be *hopefully* a little happier :3 I loveles you~ HAPPY late BIRTHDAY LOVELES~~~~~~!!!!!!!
The man groaned gently, rubbing at his eyes as he checked the clock to his side. Who the hell could be up THIS early and knocking on his door? Sighing loudly, he rolled over onto his feet and rubbed his eyes a little more, chasing the sleep from the corners and stretched before he shivered, the wood floor cold to his bare feet. He sighed again, realizing that he was naked, and decided that whoever was at the door wasn't really expecting him to answer the door nude. Quickly he found a pair of boxers and a shirt, threw them on and ran to the door. "I'm coming!" He assured the unwelcomed guest, unlocking the door and swinging it open to find a widely grinning man, holding a bundle of white blankets.
"Miyavi!? What the hell-"
"Melody had to leave for the weekend, and you KNOW how I am about being alone... can we come in?"
The other man eyed the bundle again, looking up at the taller artist and then nodded. "Why'd you bring Lovelie?" He asked a little colder than he meant as Miyavi pouted. "I couldn't leave her~ I have to leave in a few weeks for the tour, and.... well I just don't want to leave her yet." He said with a pout looking at his beautiful baby then back up at the other man. "And I wanted you to see how big she's getting Kai." He said with a small smile at the man thinned out his lips. "Why?"
The other artist looked down at the baby and moved some of her thick black hair around, his finger running over her smooth skin on her cheek. "Because she's just as much as yours as mine and Melody's." He said softly as Kai rolled his eyes. "She's none of mine Takamasa. I don't know why you keep saying that..." He said ruffling his hair and sighing... they'd planned this before everything had happened. Seeing the child in the other's hands brought back memories, very distant and sad memories.
~*(past)
"Yutaka~ isn't she so pretty~" The other man asked, wrapped from head to toe with a jacket, thick jeans, a scarf and gloves. No one would hopefully recognize either of them... that would be publicity that neither of their names needed right now. But he had to admit, he was quite happy about finally coming down to the adoption agency, looking at all the little girls and boys playing around, coloring, and drawing. "She is pretty..." He said, as Miyavi giggled and tossed her up in the air a little letting her squeal with laughter, then caught her gently. "What's YOUR name little one?" He asked as the girl giggled and drew circles on Miyavi's cheek. "Haruhi~" She mused as Miyavi snuggled her and Kai smiled. "Well Haruhi, it was a pleasure meeting you~" The tall man said as she giggled and poked the man's nose.
"What's HIS name?" She questioned, strolling over to the other man and looking up at him with her deep almost black eyes. "I'm Yutaka." He said as she smiled gently. "Are you two a mommy and a daddy?" She asked innocently as they both blushed. "N-No sweety, we're just REALLY good friends." The man said a little nervously as Miyavi laughed and stole the girl up into his arms once more. "Don't listen to Yuta-chan~ we ARE a mommy and a daddy." He said rubbing his nose against the girls. "Taka~!" He whispered, looking around as the other bent down unexpectedly and kissed his lover, the girl giggling, "Will you be MY mommy and daddy soon?" She asked, as Miyavi giggled, "We'll see sweety, but you might find a BETTER mommy and daddy, OK?" The girl pouted and nodded sadly. "Hey, no frownies, we'll be back soon, ok? Ne, won't you smile?"
The girl tried her hardest not to smile as Miyavi poked her sides softly, tickling her as she began to squeal again and giggle, trying to escape from the other man's hands and eventually she ran off to play with her friends. "What do you think love?" He asked as Kai smiled. "It's still too early... but some day soon." He answered.
*~(present)
Kai wished now that he'd let Miyavi adopt the child, because then they wouldn't be HERE, right now... having to deal with this. "Kai...." The drummer turned and sighed, knowing he'd hurt the other from what he'd said. "I'm sorry Takamasa, but she's NOT. I didn't have anything to do with you and Melody when you decided to... have sex and have a child!" He knew that Miyavi really hadn't planned on having Lovelie, it had just sort of happened. But whether or not he'd planned the bundle of "joy", Kai still stood by what he'd said. He shouldn't have fucked around. Sighing he walked out onto the balcony, and gripped the railing tightly, sighing almost painfully as he urged himself not to cry.
He felt that familiar presence, bringing back more memories...
*~
The sun was just starting to set, the colors of the city reflecting off the orange hues and golden touches of the painted shades. Kai's eyes searched around as a taller figure came in from just have taken a shower, the smell of his newly washed body drafting around the other man. Kai leaned back, his own clean skin pressing against the dampened flesh, inhaling the scent of the other's body wash. "Mmm, you smell like the ocean..." Kai whispered, as Miyavi giggled and leaned over pressing his lips to the other's soft hair. "You smell like... coconuts~" He said with a smile, as Kai smiled back and pulled Miyavi down into a real kiss.
~*
"No... stop..." Kai said gently, his hands touching at the other's shoulders as Miyavi pushed him to the bed. "Lovelie's watching us..." The younger man blushed, realizing that the child was indeed looking over at them as Miyavi pressed gentle kisses to the other's lips. "She needs to see who my heart really belongs to... who her mother really is..." Miyavi whispered, stripping them and pushing Kai to the bed a little more roughly.
*
Kai panted heavily into the mattress, his fingers gripping onto the side of it as the child slept soundly next to them. He let small grunts pass his chapping lips, though he wanted to be louder, he wanted to express his love for the other man currently behind him. "You're so quiet..." He heard wet words whispered against his ear, Miyavi coming closer, sliding into and out of the other's body slowly, making every single movement count. "Nhn~ I-I don't want to wake her..." The other panted, his eyes glued onto the child as Miyavi smiled, "Awwww you don't want her to see mommy and daddy making love~?" He asked with a chuckle. He was actually quite glad that the child was asleep, there was no telling what this would do to her memory if she WERE awake.
"Yutaka~ t-turn over..." He suddenly said, pulling away from his lover and pushing him back to the bed, face up, as he kissed the man beneath him passionately, his manhood burying itself deep into the other as Kai whimpered into his lover's mouth, then returned to panting once more. "F-Faster...." He whispered against his ear, Miyavi's hips beginning to snap a little quicker, their skin slapping against one another, as Kai bit at the other's shoulder, moaning loudly against the flesh between his teeth. "Mark me Yuta~ make me yours like you once did..." His gruff voice said softly, his hips rotating just a little as he rested a moment, catching his breath as his lover moaned again and began sucking on Miyavi's shoulder.
Miyavi groaned, pushing Kai to the bed completely, his hips thrusting as fast as they were allowed in the position, Kai's body rocking with the momentum, as his own mouth locked around a specific place on the man's neck, sucking almost painfully at the area. "Nhn~ Yuta~ ha..." He pulled the man's leg up and over his shoulder then, allowing him better access to the other's needy and hot hole, striking against his prostate over and over again just to watch Kai squirm beneath him and writhe in pleasure, straining to keep silent. "Come for me baby~" He then said, feeling his own climax rising in his burning gut as the other man tilted his head back, drowning in the sensations the taller was allowing him to feel. "Taka~"
His mind was numbed for a moment due to the insistent pounding against his body, he couldn't take much more of this... "Too, ah~ much..." He whimpered, the heat building in his abdomen and eventually erupting from his weeping cock onto their stomachs and further to the bed. He clenched his teeth, the scream of ecstasy biting at the back of his throat, as he came, but he stayed as quiet as possible, not knowing as how much pleasure the other man riding him like that got from such a sight. "You're so beautiful..." The man said, keeping his own orgasm in control, his body tensing, a small whimper escaping as he milked himself with the other's tight entrance. "Baby~... gawd I've missed you..." He said kissing foggily at the other's neck and shoulders, their lips meeting in chased kisses before they collapsed onto one another and forgot about cleaning up, forgot about the baby, pretty much forgot about the world, as they laid there, wrapped in one another's arms... dreaming.
When Yutaka woke up, he felt the warmth of a human next to him, their arm wrapped around his side, holding his stomach gently, as it held their bodies from sliding away from one another. For a moment he felt like it had all been a bad dream, Miyavi had never left him for a woman... for a child.... But the noise of the baby waking and wanting her morning breakfast quickly shattered his hopes, as Miyavi kissed the man's cheek and got up out of the comfort of the bed to pick up his crying baby girl and hush her with formula.
Only when the child had burped did he lay her back down, then crawl back into bed with the other man, kissing him gently. "Good morning... my beautiful Yutaka..." He whispered, kissing him again as Kai felt tears brimming his eyes. "G-Good morning... my handsome... Taka-m-asa..." He choked out as Miyavi frowned. "What is it love? Aren't you happy?" But Yutaka couldn't be happy... not when he knew that tomorrow morning, after another wonderful night of sex, Miyavi would truly kiss him for the last time, in a rushed manner, promising him his return and this time, Kai knew he wouldn't come back... he couldn't.
Lovelie would be old enough to understand who her mother really was by the time Miyavi would be home from his tour, and Kai dreaded that day, wished it would never come with every fiber in his body... but he knew this couldn't last, no matter how much Miyavi and him both wanted this. "I am... when I'm with you..." He said truthfully as Miyavi smiled. "Well you have me for today... so let's make it count, ne?" He asked as Yutaka smiled weakly and nodded. He DID have him today... his might as well be happy about it.. he didn't know if he'd ever get this chance again... like this, in Miyavi's arms with a sleeping Lovelie next to them. "I love you Yutaka..." He said softly as the drummer held Miyavi close, not letting him go for the world. "I love you too Takamasa..." .