Mar 07, 2005 20:45
wow not much is new with me. *Sighs* for some reason I am slipping into a depression, I supose it's from my situation, Kyle's threatinging to do something to my dad if he doesn't stop saying shit. my mom wants me home, I'm actually at home right now and it's okay. Dad's been really nice all night. I mean I fell like his little girl again, this is what it use to be like.
I miss my dear freind Sean. Yes the Sean who broke my heart more than a year ago, the same aussi boy I cried for, the one who caused me pain over and over, yet he didn't do that, I did it to myself, because I loved him.. correction I love him. That feeling will never change even if I am in live with someone else.
Speaking of which, Kyle asked me to marry him, valentine's day he pulled me asside when we were walking by this building I want to get some day (An old run down abandond theater down town on third and b.) He gets down on one knee and says "Rianna Lynn Gordon will you marry me?" I was shocked, I mean I never ever EVER expected that! but he asked and I said yes, of course it's not going to happen for years to come but still.