miss me?
Okay so on halloween I hung out with Jen Kyle Eric Delon and James...
Kyle and I are going out now. *Smiles* My broken heart has healed! when I'm around Kyle it's like nothing else matters, it's like my dad doesn't hit me any more, it's like everything melts away and there's just him.. no. there's just us. I dunno I can't describe how it is. We breath at the same rate, walk in step, our hearts beat in unison. Hell we practically read eachothers minds. At the end of this I'll post the song that he said describes me that will shed some light on it.
I saw Jeff and Seun recently. That was great, I know I've missed them but... I dunno I guess I didn't realise how much. Jeff acted like he really didn't want me there in the first place, but Seun seemed glad to see me. I probably shouldn't be writing this since I tink Jeff now has my LJ, (Not that he'll acctually read it but hey) Oh well.
Oh Hey I'm going to kill my dad. He's just dead plain and simple. He hit me, he threatend my mom, he probably would have beat her if I wasn't there to stop him I hearlt had to get in a fisdt fight with him, and the things he said? Oh I am threw. Last straw. No leaving this time this time I fight back.
They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you need to leave.
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be.
But everything inside you
knows there's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
filled with empty words
And you're on fire
when he's near you
You're on fire when he speaks
You're on fire burning out these mysteries
Give me one more time around
give me one more chance to see,
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be near you.
When everything inside me
Looks like everything i hate
You are the hope i have for change
You are the only chance I'll take
And I'm on fire when you're near me
I'm on fire when you speak
I'm on fire burning out these mysteries.
I'm standing on the edge of me,
I'm standing at the edge of everything I've ever been
And I've been standing at the edge of me, standing
at the edge
Kyle and I are going out now. *Smiles* My broken heart has healed! when I'm around Kyle it's like nothing else matters, it's like my dad doesn't hit me any more, it's like everything melts away and there's just him.. no. there's just us. I dunno I can't describe how it is. We breath at the same rate, walk in step, our hearts beat in unison. Hell we practically read eachothers minds. At the end of this I'll post the song that he said describes me that will shed some light on it.
I saw Jeff and Seun recently. That was great, I know I've missed them but... I dunno I guess I didn't realise how much. Jeff acted like he really didn't want me there in the first place, but Seun seemed glad to see me. I probably shouldn't be writing this since I tink Jeff now has my LJ, (Not that he'll acctually read it but hey) Oh well.
Oh Hey I'm going to kill my dad. He's just dead plain and simple. He hit me, he threatend my mom, he probably would have beat her if I wasn't there to stop him I hearlt had to get in a fisdt fight with him, and the things he said? Oh I am threw. Last straw. No leaving this time this time I fight back.
They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you need to leave.
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be.
But everything inside you
knows there's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
filled with empty words
And you're on fire
when he's near you
You're on fire when he speaks
You're on fire burning out these mysteries
Give me one more time around
give me one more chance to see,
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be near you.
When everything inside me
Looks like everything i hate
You are the hope i have for change
You are the only chance I'll take
And I'm on fire when you're near me
I'm on fire when you speak
I'm on fire burning out these mysteries.
I'm standing on the edge of me,
I'm standing at the edge of everything I've ever been
And I've been standing at the edge of me, standing
at the edge