after such a long time..

[ryther]

How long have I abandoned LJ? I'm so sorry...I've been well and occupied in tonnes of things...and I'm not over all these things yet, just realized it is getting worser instead.

Oh well, like I've said in my head, things either get worse or it turns out for the better.

I think I want to spill it here. I've tried to write it down here a couple of

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[tamegorou]

sorry for butting in or whatsoever.. i know i'm not in the right position to tell you anything, but ne, in my own opinion, i think it was the right thing that you told him about your real feelings. i mean, it's better that at least you have thrown one burden down than feel sorry for not having the chance of not telling how you really feel. hmm, just have the courage to face what may be ahead of you.. and who knows, you too just might end up happily together.. hmm, and these things going inside your mind,like relationship before marriage, you really cannot tell that you can stand up to such since things just go on different courses as life goes on..something like that. how do i say this, it's like telling a friend that you're really not into public display of affection but once you get into a relationship, you really cannot tell if you could still stick to your words. lalalala am i still making sense?!XD but ne, whatever happens, have the courage! and just like what Tarina said, fandom may be an escape to reality but reality always haunts.O_o

ganbare!♥