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Music - The original drug.
Must get back to my roots.
When there is jungle, dnb, or any other faced paced broken beat present on the airwaves, I need no substance to attain a state of ecstacy.
I remembered my sadistic side again on Saturday, the part of me that is entertained by people who severely fuck themselves up. This must be part of caretaker instinct I have as well, that I have neglected way too much.
I need to help. My life is empty if I am not helping improve something.
I must embrace both of these parts of me, for one I find true happiness in and the other is great for a laugh or two before the 'IM HELPING' instinct kicks in.
Must get back to my roots.
When there is jungle, dnb, or any other faced paced broken beat present on the airwaves, I need no substance to attain a state of ecstacy.
I remembered my sadistic side again on Saturday, the part of me that is entertained by people who severely fuck themselves up. This must be part of caretaker instinct I have as well, that I have neglected way too much.
I need to help. My life is empty if I am not helping improve something.
I must embrace both of these parts of me, for one I find true happiness in and the other is great for a laugh or two before the 'IM HELPING' instinct kicks in.