Jan 05, 2004 10:41
god dammit. ryan asked me in a pathetic sort of puppy dog face to make him some eggs for breakfast and i did. his mom and i were joking about the things at hot topic that say "boys smell" n stuff like that and we were obviously joking. well ryan starts to go off and call chics bitches and is pushing past me when he's walking through the room. so im calmly saying stop pushing me, ur being rude and he continued so i smacked him on the back with my eggy spatula. he deserved it. and he didnt even say thank you for the eggs or anything, so i just got my shizzits and left. fuck that. im not gonna hang around if he's not gonna respect me.
so i'm at home now. ryan and i went up to philly for the past day and a half, it was nice to be COMPLETELY alone for a day and just chill out and watch some movies and spend time together ya know? *sigh* it was nice and now we're back in the 'burg and he's acting like an ass. where the fuck is my knight in shining armor? isnt he sposed to chase me down and apologize and pick me a pritty pink flower from the ditch? not today i suppose.
i'm gonna work out for a bit i guess, i havent done it in a few days and i really should b/c i dont really have any specific new years resolutions so excercising is my thing i guess. i'm starting to see a difference, im not crazy about the way i look in the first place, but god dammit i'm fuckin hot wether i truly believe that or not is a different story.
then hopefully alex will make it up the the 'burg and i can hang out with another vagina and enjoy life having a vagina. we can't ride our bikes today coz it's all rainy that sux. i wanna hang out with my vagina friends more. and once again i would just like to say that i love my boobs.