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i got to sleep in today. it was great, i woke up at 10:30. i feel so relaxed and not quite as sore as i do every day basically. sleep is good!!
im gonna get ready for the day here soon and get ryans xmas gift, get some cheap candles from walgreens and do some work of course. phil told me tuesday in his studio class that i'm lookin' at an A for his class as long as nothing goes horribly wrong hehe. he said i'm a brand new lady, and that makes me feel great about myself when dicks compliment me. i try to work really hard and nothings more satisfying than hearing from your teacher how much they enjoy your work.
but that still doesnt mean i don't have a shit load of crap to do. i'm excited about my final for digital illustration, i hope they turn out how they are in my head. BIGGEST DILEMMA i have learned here at school is that your ideas don't always come out on paper like you intended.
ryan should come here and make me some tea and cuddle with me and watch a movie. mmmm.
ryan's had an incredibly horrible week so far. i feel so bad for him, nothing goes right. a while back when he was still working for Long Fence before his accident, a man tried to pass him on I95 while he was driving the big truck and the guy ran himself off the road into the ditch coz he's a fuckin dumbass. anyway, he had no injuries, but now after this long he's tried to claim he's gotten more injuries and ryan needed to send a police report to his insurance company within 5 days of that guys claim i believe. well the police department didn't send it on time so ryan got dropped from his insurance. how fucked up is that? he can't afford another company right now because it's like 300 downpayment and 170 JUST for liability. then the next day he found out he needs a release form from another doctor he can't get in touch with so bascially he can't start back at Long Fence AGAIN for another month. all these things that are happening are completely out of his and my control, i wish i could help him so bad. i don't know what to do. *sigh*
So alex has asked me to come down to Richmond during my Xmas break to hook her and stef and another chic up with some band shots for TSS! rock out with your cock out. i'm super super XXXCited about doing those shoots, she's already got some ideas so that'll help and i hope i can make them happy with the results! i havent seen her and james in forever and i feel so horrible. i wish i could go to some of the partys there at her place but they're always on a freakin saturday when i gotta leave early the next day to travel back to philly. whatever, i'll do everything i can to see them as much as possible this winter break.
i'm sposed to see a specialist in richmond too for my eye HERPES! EWWWW. yea, well my eye burns and aches basically every other day for a few days, there's not much of a gauge really, but it's annoying and i don't want pain in my eye anymore ya know?! so supposedly she's gonna check my eye out to see if she can get rid of the haze on my cornia and i fuckin hope to hell she can help me with the pain, coz it's rigoddamndiculous i tell you!
anyways, i'm gonna go wake up molly and stuff and go get my shit done. peace out kids, and i hope everyone has a good day, don't let bills/insurance/the man get you down! right on
im gonna get ready for the day here soon and get ryans xmas gift, get some cheap candles from walgreens and do some work of course. phil told me tuesday in his studio class that i'm lookin' at an A for his class as long as nothing goes horribly wrong hehe. he said i'm a brand new lady, and that makes me feel great about myself when dicks compliment me. i try to work really hard and nothings more satisfying than hearing from your teacher how much they enjoy your work.
but that still doesnt mean i don't have a shit load of crap to do. i'm excited about my final for digital illustration, i hope they turn out how they are in my head. BIGGEST DILEMMA i have learned here at school is that your ideas don't always come out on paper like you intended.
ryan should come here and make me some tea and cuddle with me and watch a movie. mmmm.
ryan's had an incredibly horrible week so far. i feel so bad for him, nothing goes right. a while back when he was still working for Long Fence before his accident, a man tried to pass him on I95 while he was driving the big truck and the guy ran himself off the road into the ditch coz he's a fuckin dumbass. anyway, he had no injuries, but now after this long he's tried to claim he's gotten more injuries and ryan needed to send a police report to his insurance company within 5 days of that guys claim i believe. well the police department didn't send it on time so ryan got dropped from his insurance. how fucked up is that? he can't afford another company right now because it's like 300 downpayment and 170 JUST for liability. then the next day he found out he needs a release form from another doctor he can't get in touch with so bascially he can't start back at Long Fence AGAIN for another month. all these things that are happening are completely out of his and my control, i wish i could help him so bad. i don't know what to do. *sigh*
So alex has asked me to come down to Richmond during my Xmas break to hook her and stef and another chic up with some band shots for TSS! rock out with your cock out. i'm super super XXXCited about doing those shoots, she's already got some ideas so that'll help and i hope i can make them happy with the results! i havent seen her and james in forever and i feel so horrible. i wish i could go to some of the partys there at her place but they're always on a freakin saturday when i gotta leave early the next day to travel back to philly. whatever, i'll do everything i can to see them as much as possible this winter break.
i'm sposed to see a specialist in richmond too for my eye HERPES! EWWWW. yea, well my eye burns and aches basically every other day for a few days, there's not much of a gauge really, but it's annoying and i don't want pain in my eye anymore ya know?! so supposedly she's gonna check my eye out to see if she can get rid of the haze on my cornia and i fuckin hope to hell she can help me with the pain, coz it's rigoddamndiculous i tell you!
anyways, i'm gonna go wake up molly and stuff and go get my shit done. peace out kids, and i hope everyone has a good day, don't let bills/insurance/the man get you down! right on