Completely crushed.
So I actually woke up today in an optimistic mood. Then I checked the H!O twitter. There were tons of tweets about 3 members graduating. I gasped out loud and started to hope it was Aichan, Reina & Gaki 'cause those fools are getting fricking stale. When I scrolled down and read it was Kamei, Junjun & Linlin my mouth was literally wide open and I felt my heart sink. I was seriously in disbelief and checked the date to make sure it wasn't April Fools. It wasn't.
Like I've said in the 100 threads I've bitched in on H!O, I can accept Kame's graduation. She's been in the group long enough, has her own solo, and prominent lines on all of the recent singles. It's Junjun & Linlin that I can't accept. They always, always been given the shaft. They've said on TV shows that they'd never dream of leaving the group until they got their time in the front. Now they'll never get it due to shitty management decisions. From Linlin's recent blog posts, we could totally tell something was up with her, but I never thought it would be this. Never.
I didn't cry (yet), but I guess this announcement just proves the ridiculous amount of emotion I've invested into this group.
Here's my Momusu ranking.
SAYU -> LINLIN -> KAME -> JUNJUN -> AICHAN -> REINA -> FUCK THE OTHER TWO
Come December, it's going to look like this
SAYU -> LINLIN -> KAME -> JUNJUN -> AICHAN -> REINA -> FUCK THE OTHER TWO
I don't know if I'll even like the group that much anymore. It's a huge blow.
As an Momusu fan, I guess I always knew this was part of the deal. I just didn't think it would happen this soon. The only way Tsunku's dumbass can somewhat redeem itself is if he adds Kikkawa Yuu to the group. Fuck auditions and preteens joining. Fuck that.