dude...
i totally have my sleep schedule all effed up...whoops. so i start school monday and i so don't wanna go. i hate school. but who doesn't? i love studying stuff, but stuff that i have to take, like english, i hate. cuz i suck at it. lol. but sometimes the stuff i like to study, i suck at it. like...science. i love studying it, but i suck. i guess it's that thing "you can do anything if you put your mind to it." right? yeah. um, i would take it if i had the time. that's everyone's excuse: i don't have time. my effing job keeps giving me too many hours though. stoopid right? yeah but anywayz. lol. yeah i am that weird. um...i dunnos. school's retarted and i want out. sry amber. i was thinking of doing online classes and work, but if i drop out of school, i would hafta start paying that whole crap load of financial aid that i got for my year and a half of school. crazy. plus i owe like a $1000 to an effing hospital in indy that i went to like 2 yrs. ago. they keep calling and i never pick up. haha. well sometimes i do and i make up the excuse that i can't pay and the lady's like "do you want to make a post dated check?" and im like "no." and she gives me her number and i never call her back. lolz! adulthoods retarted. i want out.
Well siging out for now. It's like almost 4 and that's when my dad gets up and he'll be all like "Laura what are you still doing up?" Dang my brother's not home yet....I'll just say I'm waiting up for him...lolz.