Why am I here?

Sep 11, 2003 11:22

I give the fuck up. The second I express an interest in someone I get fucked over.

Connor, in GSA is smart and gorgeous. I told Rose (quite jokeingly) that he was my future husband, and that we were going to go to Canada and elope. She told him, and although he's bisexual, he's just recently out and not too comfotable with his sexuality, and he looked at me like I was a monster a just said "Hell no." I souldn't even bother trying to get a date. I'm sick and tired of waiting for my knight in shining armor to sweep me off my feet and take me out for a cappuccino.

I'm exerting my independence and going all the way celebate. I can't be respected until I learn to respect myself. On a happier note, I'm heading up the school fundraising and involved in a sub-committee to collect clothes, hygiene products and baby supplies for the YWMCA and Battered Womans Shelter. I'm doing the Diabetes walk and the AIDS walk with the GSA in two different cities. I have couple of fundraisers and mettings to attend just this week, which will take up most of my free time, where I will have to squeeze in time to do my winter clothes shopping, get my glasses fixed, fix a lasagna and clean the condo.

God I need a massage, pedicure and a facial. I'm so wore out and in desperate need of some loving. Hope you all say hi to me, I miss eveyone so much. I will definitely try to stay in touch better, find more time to do things for myself surely!

Take care all, Me*
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