THE COLONEL'S CHICKEN BRINGS ALL THE BOYS TO THE YARD
Got bored. Meh. But first off, teh Rave ish hungry, so she wants some chicken! Hmmm.....
Couldn't resist. Got the idea after commenting on Chibi's LJ. xD
I read JJkun's LJ, and read something that made me blush, and think. If she's serious about what she said, then maybe I'm not so crazy after all. And maybe...maybe things will be different. God I really want to hear her voice right now, but I don't feel well. Frankly, I feel like the lowest form of excrement.
I'll go watch Princess Mononoke and do my Econ homework with some ramen. That'll make me feel better. And some butter&sugar sandwiches. Don't mock- those things are fucking delicious, man.
Still on the job hunt, and still no fuckin job. This is just another one of those days, ne?
Damnit, I can't stop thinking about her. I've been thinking about her for days, writing letters and continually rewriting it cos the words won't come out right, and her picture on my nightstand is still there. I'm so tempted to just let it all out, but I can't for some reason. It's not that I'm self-conscious or nervous, it's just that I know i'm risking what we already have, and I already made things awkward for a while a long time ago. I can't believe I've known her for going on 2 years or so, and now this. I'm just letting things progress and playing it all by ear as it goes, but there's a part of me that harbors deeper and darker thoughts...
Holy fuck, it's hailing outside. Effing incredible.