Mar 31, 2010 22:20
Ryo didn’t talk after all. Everyone knew what had happened but Ryo didn’t say one word. He wasn’t able to go into his room and so he stayed over at Yoko’s room. He didn’t fell asleep the whole night but he dammed up his tears. All the others felt really bad although it wasn’t their fault. Ryo wanted them to leave this night. Of course it wasn’t Ryo’s fault either. It was all up to Yusei.
They cancelled their performance in a show and decided to return to Osaka right after this incident. Ryo for himself wanted to go back to Tokyo. He didn’t want to stay longer in Osaka and he wanted to talk to Yamapi. They had to make up. They’ve ever been friends. Why should they break up because of a badass like Yusei. Ryo had to protect his best friend from his ‘master’. He couldn’t allow him to harm Tomohisa. He wasn’t worth it to be Yamapi’s boyfriend but he could save him from the worst mistake he could do in his life.
He took the train back to Tokyo and went straight to his apartment. It was cold and it seemed to be that Yusei wasn’t here. There was a note left on his table in the kitchen and he read it.
>>You seem to want more punishment after all. Don’t be afraid. Right after I return I will show you for what you’ve been born. True love - Yusei<<
Nishikido stared at this piece of paper before he crumpled it up and pulled out his phone. He looked through his contacts till he found Yamapi’s number. He dialed it and waited for him to pick up. It took time. Too much time for Yamapi picking up in the usual speed but then Ryo heard the younger man’s voice. Also he heard the voice of another person.
“What’s the matter for calling me?”, Yamapi asked firmly and Ryo stared out of the window.
“Who’s with you?”
“Ah.. I told you about him. You know.. the one you don’t know but don’t like either.” And with this Yamapi hung up again. Ryo got all angry at his best friend. He was the one who had the right to pout. He was the one who had been raped by Yusei. He was the one who was hit one day after another with no sight of end. Ryo went into the bathroom and glared at his reflection.
“You scum!”, he shouted at himself and whacked the mirror. It burst into thousands of pieces but there were a few big shards. He took one and watched the sharp edges, cut himself. It was a good feeling when he saw his red lifeblood and then he seemed to awake.
“Yamapi..” It was a whisper. He grabbed the shard harder, felt how it cut his hand but he didn’t recognize the pain. With a last gaze at the broken mirror Ryo burst out of his apartment and ran the whole way to his best friend’s flat. He ran like he had never run before, didn’t recognize the car following him. He ran upstairs and could hear laughter out of Yamapi’s apartment. He realized it was his best friend talking, then it was silent and Ryo could hear an ‘Itaii’. As soon as he realized what this could mean to his friend he rammed the door of Yamapi and it burst at the first contact. He glared at the two men, which looked shocked.
“Get out of my apartment, you idiot!”, yelled Yamapi. He had found his voice first and got up, when Yusei grabbed his arm. Ryo ignored his best friend.
“Put your hands away from my most precious Yamapi! He might have hurt me more than one time but he can’t do enough to make me go away from him. I will stay by his side and I will protect him. Even if it’s the last thing I could do!” Ryo raised his hand with the shard and jumped forward hit Yusei’s face. He could see the disbelief in the older man’s expression and again shock at Yamapi’s face. The younger man jumped aside and stared at the scene. Yusei fell to the floor and grabbed for Ryo’s leg. The black haired kicked the older man and glared at him. His best friend pulled him aside.
“What are you doing?? Why can’t you accept that I love another man but you!”
“I protect you, dumbass! You don’t know Yusei at all and you’re calling me an idiot? You’re just as dump as you look right now!” Ryo was completely crazy. His hair fell shaggy in his face and his eyes sparkled. Yusei got up slowly and Nishikido turned around fast, cut the breast of the older man.
“I’m not your underling.. no slave, no kid you can beat up, Yusei!” Ryo wanted to kill the older man but it was Yamapi again who prevent him. He turned him around and slapped him. Ryo looked at him. Now he was disbeliefed.
“Calm down, Ryo! You’re getting mad just because of jealousy!”
“I AM NOT JEALOUS!!!! He raised me! He was violent every day. He found reasons to get mad even if there were none! All these bruises are from him. I tried to talk to you but you were to self centered to care about me! He raped me and the only thing you can do is to stay at his side? I won’t be able to live on as I was used to! I’m not worth it to become someone’s boyfriend. I’m all dirty because of him and you search all the fault.. on me? You’re just like him. You..”
A noise behind him made Ryo turn around. Yusei laid on the floor, whimpering because of pain. A man was standing over him and glared at him.
“I won’t allow to hurt my son in any way. I have been a bad father but I loved him all the time and I won’t allow you to destroy his life.” Ryo was more than surprised. He looked to the older one, when he felt a warm hand on his shoulder.
“We couldn’t help but search him. And Yamapi.. you’re really a dumbass. How could you hurt our dokkun as much as you did? He really suffered because of you!”, Ohkura said concerned. Subaru hit the back of the younger man’s head.
“Hoi! Don’t hit him!” Ryo barked. He could see Yamapi’s tears.
“I’m so sorry Ryo. I.. didn’t know anything about this..” The younger man wrapped the arms around Ryo. The black haired felt uncomfortable but let it happen. It was Yamapi after all. The one and only for him, although the younger one didn’t love him.
“Ryo..” Yamapi let go of him and the young man turned around to face his father. “Why didn’t you come back? Why didn’t you come back home? I’ve waited for you now 18 years and I can’t believe what this scum did to you..”
“Tou-san…” Again it was just a whisper and he looked down to Yusei. He was unconscious and his breathing was hard. Ryo looked up to his father again and without even noticing he went to him, laid in his protective arms after more than 18 years. He closed his eyes and felt the comfortable warmth of the body and the gentle petting.
“From now on I will by your side, Ryo-chan. As I was it before the death of your mother.. I promise!” Just at this moment Yusei gasped and opened his eyes, took a look on Ryo. He could see tears on the younger man’s face and smiled gentle.
“You’re like an angel, Ryo-chan..”, he whispered and took a deep last breath before his head fell aside. Everything became silent and Nishikido grabbed the clothes of his father like a little child.
“Now everything’s okay. He won’t harm you anymore..”
Author's note: With this end I'm not satisfied at all. Of course I like Yusei to be dead but I really went out of words and that pisses me off -.-''
Perhaps I will write an epilog to show how Ryo went over his past.. but for now this was 'You're mine'. I hope you liked it. If you liked it I would like to upload more FFs with Ryo, so please tell me.
x: climax,
c: nishikido ryo,
k: multichapter,
r: nc-17