Rants, Bitching, and the right to do so...
Have you ever felt that you really want to rant, bitch and generally go off about something, yet any audience you have, you feel like you have no right bitching to them about it?
>_<
I mean... I have a lot of shit that is just pissing me the hell off, and a small number of things that are just annoyingly depressing to me, and I have lots of people I can talk to, but none of them I feel I have the right to burden them with such. All my friends and acquaintances are in worse positions than I am. My family is either overseas or for the most part knows next to nothing of my life other than I live, I work, and (somewhat recently) I got married. Heck some of them don't know the latter still. All of my friends... their lives are more difficult than mine. They mostly earn less, have more going out, have more things they are stuck doing, and in general have a harder time of it than I do. Granted, even if they are friends, I have no right burdening any of them with my bitching.
Yet, I still feel the need to bitch. So many things buzzing in the back of my head that I can't even concentrate. Just lots and lots of minor annoyances that are piling up. A few major annoyances that are just grinding on my mind. Then there are a number of occurences and things said that have me upset. bleh. Sooooo... I have to wonder do I just suffer in silence, bear my mind to nothing in a priv locked blog post, or do I bother to burden said folks.
>_<
I mean... I have a lot of shit that is just pissing me the hell off, and a small number of things that are just annoyingly depressing to me, and I have lots of people I can talk to, but none of them I feel I have the right to burden them with such. All my friends and acquaintances are in worse positions than I am. My family is either overseas or for the most part knows next to nothing of my life other than I live, I work, and (somewhat recently) I got married. Heck some of them don't know the latter still. All of my friends... their lives are more difficult than mine. They mostly earn less, have more going out, have more things they are stuck doing, and in general have a harder time of it than I do. Granted, even if they are friends, I have no right burdening any of them with my bitching.
Yet, I still feel the need to bitch. So many things buzzing in the back of my head that I can't even concentrate. Just lots and lots of minor annoyances that are piling up. A few major annoyances that are just grinding on my mind. Then there are a number of occurences and things said that have me upset. bleh. Sooooo... I have to wonder do I just suffer in silence, bear my mind to nothing in a priv locked blog post, or do I bother to burden said folks.