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I lost him once over me being completely immature. And I never completely got him back. And I just lost him again.
I just wish it would be like when we first met. That was a great time.
I love him so much and maybe now he can be happy.
Things have away of working out sometimes in the future when you least expect it.
I can only hope.
When I'm alone or just thinking I end up bursting into tears or near tears. I haven't gone to bed with dry pillows since he left on sunday.
I was at the pool the other day and resting on the side, my head on my arms, in the water. And a friend came up close and kinda did the same thing, looking at me. I didn't have my glasses on and my mind automatically jumped to my ex always saying i have big brown eyes. I almost burst into tears right then.
Doesn't help I'm on a David usher high right now. I've been listening to the CD Hallucinations over and over. Nice lyrics, but makes me sad.
I suggest you go get it right now!
It's so silly. I hate it and I want to scream.
yours truly,
Lynsey <3
I just wish it would be like when we first met. That was a great time.
I love him so much and maybe now he can be happy.
Things have away of working out sometimes in the future when you least expect it.
I can only hope.
When I'm alone or just thinking I end up bursting into tears or near tears. I haven't gone to bed with dry pillows since he left on sunday.
I was at the pool the other day and resting on the side, my head on my arms, in the water. And a friend came up close and kinda did the same thing, looking at me. I didn't have my glasses on and my mind automatically jumped to my ex always saying i have big brown eyes. I almost burst into tears right then.
Doesn't help I'm on a David usher high right now. I've been listening to the CD Hallucinations over and over. Nice lyrics, but makes me sad.
I suggest you go get it right now!
It's so silly. I hate it and I want to scream.
yours truly,
Lynsey <3