sick.
1. very sick today, mostly internally, in my mind. only way to feel better is to distract myself...or hug people. (yeah, surprising for me) boredom in classes very not a happy fun time. i don't know how to get rid of it. it frightens me only because it's new.
possible solution: play myself horrifying movies on purpose so that my brain has too much at one time to think about and wipes itself clean automatically. ...hmm.
oh yeah, my stomach decided to join in, too :| it must be connected to my brain via odd communication skills. eating is a very tentative activity right now.
2. hair is awesome. got lots of compliments about it. its also out of my face which is perhaps the best bit.
3. no binder today :| unhappy ryn. luckily, layering of shirts gets almost identical result, though what i was wearing as an alternative kept undoing itself and was immensely uncomfortable.
4. have to write an essay today. blurgh. do not want.
possible solution: play myself horrifying movies on purpose so that my brain has too much at one time to think about and wipes itself clean automatically. ...hmm.
oh yeah, my stomach decided to join in, too :| it must be connected to my brain via odd communication skills. eating is a very tentative activity right now.
2. hair is awesome. got lots of compliments about it. its also out of my face which is perhaps the best bit.
3. no binder today :| unhappy ryn. luckily, layering of shirts gets almost identical result, though what i was wearing as an alternative kept undoing itself and was immensely uncomfortable.
4. have to write an essay today. blurgh. do not want.