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hey all.. kinda been a shitzy day... i mean not shitty like everything's been going down up the ass but like it's been more of a shitty vs. grand amazing awesome(etc) day..
i was kinda down. the only person to really notice was dano. Thanks. shows ppl who read me well. i love them. Merry Christmas, again =p
only the tippy roundness of my nose is cold.. it's kinda odd...
ya know.. oh man.. the little shortcuts using ctrl+some letter are sometimes deadly.. i just almost erased what i've written so far.. thank god for ctrl+z..lol
i miss "therapy".. i wana go back.. tho it really wasnt what it's name is when i went cuz of the snow... but it is amazing...
i wana go get like a milkshake sometime.. anybody who's 18, has a car, can sneakout and wants to drive (yes you know who u are) wana go? {steak'n'shake 24 hours baby}
gotta love 1hour and 15(estimated) long licking wars/pinning-holly-down-with-you-on-top .. they're great but really.. if i ever have anther licking war i dont think it could be beat man.. that was aweosme chris. thanks..
but ya. i cant go through with it. it would be betrayal to the only person i've ever really been able to tell anything to. i would be dead. gone. no point in living without your sister. no sir. so i hope you understand. <3 2 u and the world.
its all really just confuzing now.. i just need to stick to school and have friends as a sorta fall back when there's nothign else to do. i mean yall are always first when it comes to yall or like "family time" but yea.. i mean.. it's just so damn hard.. i dont get life any more.
i was kinda down. the only person to really notice was dano. Thanks. shows ppl who read me well. i love them. Merry Christmas, again =p
only the tippy roundness of my nose is cold.. it's kinda odd...
ya know.. oh man.. the little shortcuts using ctrl+some letter are sometimes deadly.. i just almost erased what i've written so far.. thank god for ctrl+z..lol
i miss "therapy".. i wana go back.. tho it really wasnt what it's name is when i went cuz of the snow... but it is amazing...
i wana go get like a milkshake sometime.. anybody who's 18, has a car, can sneakout and wants to drive (yes you know who u are) wana go? {steak'n'shake 24 hours baby}
gotta love 1hour and 15(estimated) long licking wars/pinning-holly-down-with-you-on-top .. they're great but really.. if i ever have anther licking war i dont think it could be beat man.. that was aweosme chris. thanks..
but ya. i cant go through with it. it would be betrayal to the only person i've ever really been able to tell anything to. i would be dead. gone. no point in living without your sister. no sir. so i hope you understand. <3 2 u and the world.
its all really just confuzing now.. i just need to stick to school and have friends as a sorta fall back when there's nothign else to do. i mean yall are always first when it comes to yall or like "family time" but yea.. i mean.. it's just so damn hard.. i dont get life any more.