A Chapter In My Life?
For some reason, i feel like this rough time is about to finally end for me. it's been months since i've felt at least somewhat relieved about things. i'm beginning to think that i'm finally ready to make some important decisions in my life and that i'm ready to start a very important chapter in my life.
For one, i'm finally learning to let go of what's given me grief this past month. I've learned that letting it go is best and i can now accept that.
I have a car now and i use it everyday to go wherever i please and to get away from times that make me feel like a shitty person.
I have dreams that i'd like to pursue and i can only hope i can make all of them come true.
There are some people in my life i have to thank for being there for me, even when i was at my lowest and i will repay them in some way soon.
I just turned 20 a few days ago and i suddenly feel the need to start getting ready for the rest of my life cause anything can happen.
I hope that someone out there believes in me and believes that my heart is true and pure so i can show them what i am all about.
Things will change soon, i will let you know exactly what's going on as soon as i know myself.
...and the new Yellowcard cd definitely helped me through my depressing times and lonely car rides home or around the city at night.