Long time in comming.
Hey it has been a while, I will keep it short becuase I am tired and I want to go to bed, But I watched a movie recnetly and it inspired me to wite this. I don't no exaclty what i was going for. But It felt done. SO I hoe pit is not creapy and wierd. Tell me what you think.
Eternal
It was late, one in the mourning to be specific and she was getting tired, her caffeine buzz was wearing off fast. Her mind was hazing over and the last two paragraphs in her term paper she writing for English was merging with her speech on the family lives of twentieth century working class, it was now either a poor example of Shakespearian allegory, or a compelling argument for the rights of ferries and other imaginary folk. She let out a long sigh saved her work and shut down her computer. She was a sophomore in college and a moderately good student. She went to the mirror and took a long look at her self, her blond hear which was usually hung at her shoulder was cut short just below her ears. Her light blue eyes scanned her face looking for any outstanding reason to do a last minute face wash before going to bed. She noticed a small red bum on her right cheek normally she would spend a good hour washing, astringing and other wise obliterating the unwelcome guest but her bed look so warm and inviting so she shut off all the lights in her room and put on some light jazz and climbed into her bed. She pulled her quilt up to her chin and in moments she was gone.
She must have not been asleep for long when she felt it. It was small at first soon growing more intense a warm breath on the back of her neck. She almost let out a scream when a familial set caught her nose. A kind of stinky musk but it was a sent that she knew and a sent that she loved. “Steven” she whispered silently suddenly a strong arm wrapped around her waist and she could feel his warmth pressed against her. “You should not be here you could get into a lot of trouble if you are caught” she said meekly making no effort to break his firm but gentle grip.
“I know Lyn but I need to see you”
“Steve what if my roommate comes back early you will be kicked out of school”
“Julie is probably drunk out of her gourd and not even conscious at the moment, and I would not be here if I was not ready to pay the price.”
“Steve I am not worth that much, I could not live with your expulsion hanging over my head”
“Lyn I need to be here beside you, I feel incomplete without you I cant live with out you I ..Steve please fo….Lyn just let me lay here with my love for a few more hours, I will be gone soon enough.
Lyn secretly did not want this moment to end, she wanted to lie in his arms for hours she wanted to soak in his smell and fell his strong arms around her. She wanted to feel his warm breathe on her neck. She was drowning in Steve’s essence and loved every moment of it. She so longed to turn and stare into his face Play with his hair and steal a unexpected but innocent kiss. She fought this feeling for as long as she could but her weak resistances where shattered by the thumping of her heart. But as soon as she turned the gentile grip of Steve’s arm was gone the breathing stopped and the warmth of steves body was gone and the room once again smelled of lilac shampoo. A deep bone chilling cold hit her. Her favorite quilt sown by her grandmother could have been made of ice for all the good it was doing. The darkness surrounded her again, and she felt utterly alone as if the walls of her dorm where gone an replaced a by an unending void of darkness. She cried out for her roommate Julie…Julie where are you Lyn cried out as tears began to fall from he blue eyes. No response, she had gone away for the week and would not be home tell tomorrow morning Lyn body cried out for warmth but she was looking for the warmth of another human soul and warmth that pierced the darkest walls and no matter how far away you where this warmth was always with you. She grabbed her stuffed animal which she had for as long as she could remember. She held on tight desperately needing to be near something anything to escape this cold. She sat there huddled in the corner of her bed with her bear and she cried her self to sleep.
So????,
Eternal
It was late, one in the mourning to be specific and she was getting tired, her caffeine buzz was wearing off fast. Her mind was hazing over and the last two paragraphs in her term paper she writing for English was merging with her speech on the family lives of twentieth century working class, it was now either a poor example of Shakespearian allegory, or a compelling argument for the rights of ferries and other imaginary folk. She let out a long sigh saved her work and shut down her computer. She was a sophomore in college and a moderately good student. She went to the mirror and took a long look at her self, her blond hear which was usually hung at her shoulder was cut short just below her ears. Her light blue eyes scanned her face looking for any outstanding reason to do a last minute face wash before going to bed. She noticed a small red bum on her right cheek normally she would spend a good hour washing, astringing and other wise obliterating the unwelcome guest but her bed look so warm and inviting so she shut off all the lights in her room and put on some light jazz and climbed into her bed. She pulled her quilt up to her chin and in moments she was gone.
She must have not been asleep for long when she felt it. It was small at first soon growing more intense a warm breath on the back of her neck. She almost let out a scream when a familial set caught her nose. A kind of stinky musk but it was a sent that she knew and a sent that she loved. “Steven” she whispered silently suddenly a strong arm wrapped around her waist and she could feel his warmth pressed against her. “You should not be here you could get into a lot of trouble if you are caught” she said meekly making no effort to break his firm but gentle grip.
“I know Lyn but I need to see you”
“Steve what if my roommate comes back early you will be kicked out of school”
“Julie is probably drunk out of her gourd and not even conscious at the moment, and I would not be here if I was not ready to pay the price.”
“Steve I am not worth that much, I could not live with your expulsion hanging over my head”
“Lyn I need to be here beside you, I feel incomplete without you I cant live with out you I ..Steve please fo….Lyn just let me lay here with my love for a few more hours, I will be gone soon enough.
Lyn secretly did not want this moment to end, she wanted to lie in his arms for hours she wanted to soak in his smell and fell his strong arms around her. She wanted to feel his warm breathe on her neck. She was drowning in Steve’s essence and loved every moment of it. She so longed to turn and stare into his face Play with his hair and steal a unexpected but innocent kiss. She fought this feeling for as long as she could but her weak resistances where shattered by the thumping of her heart. But as soon as she turned the gentile grip of Steve’s arm was gone the breathing stopped and the warmth of steves body was gone and the room once again smelled of lilac shampoo. A deep bone chilling cold hit her. Her favorite quilt sown by her grandmother could have been made of ice for all the good it was doing. The darkness surrounded her again, and she felt utterly alone as if the walls of her dorm where gone an replaced a by an unending void of darkness. She cried out for her roommate Julie…Julie where are you Lyn cried out as tears began to fall from he blue eyes. No response, she had gone away for the week and would not be home tell tomorrow morning Lyn body cried out for warmth but she was looking for the warmth of another human soul and warmth that pierced the darkest walls and no matter how far away you where this warmth was always with you. She grabbed her stuffed animal which she had for as long as she could remember. She held on tight desperately needing to be near something anything to escape this cold. She sat there huddled in the corner of her bed with her bear and she cried her self to sleep.
So????,