Gay Growing Pains....
So there I was sitting at dinner that some clients treated me to when all of a sudden I had a revelation about things. I learned so much about myself and my relationships that I "pursue" from those 2 individuals then I have probably come to realize before. It was so interesting and I left there all happy and feeling good about it. I have come to realize that maybe the reason why I expect so much form people, mostly guys in particular, is because I am affraid of being hurt by them. Maybe by putting them at a distance I won't have that happen to me. There are also other things that I have come to realize after this meeting. I can say that I am growing as a gay male in a rapid pace.