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Well I took a step of fate. The other night I asked Jerremy out on a date. Finally I got the nerve. Picture this. Before dinner you are sitting there and you have a hard time breathing. You want to say it but you are scared. Instead of waiting for the end of dinner, you surcome to yourself and ask before the dinner arrives. You blurt it out, thinking that by some chance it will turn out good. Then it happens. He says those dreaded words and you start to break down inside. It feels as if dogs are eatting oyu alive inside. All the while, you are on the outside trying to protray your polite society upringing as if nothing is wrong and that everything is fine.
That was the event of the night after Jer's softball game. It was the most single hardest thing that I have ever had to go through. You would be proud though. We are still wonderful friends and it feels like we didn't even miss a beat which is nice. We still talk alot, like the other night. In the mean time at least I now know right? So then if I get asked out on a date then I can take it without hesitation.
I quit my job with the symphony. My boss was being a jerk. He basically told me that my work level is not up to standard. But yet he won't tell me how to improve so basically I am wasting my time being there.
Other than that things are good. Will be home in about 3 weeks or so May 11th-17th. I'm SO excited!
That was the event of the night after Jer's softball game. It was the most single hardest thing that I have ever had to go through. You would be proud though. We are still wonderful friends and it feels like we didn't even miss a beat which is nice. We still talk alot, like the other night. In the mean time at least I now know right? So then if I get asked out on a date then I can take it without hesitation.
I quit my job with the symphony. My boss was being a jerk. He basically told me that my work level is not up to standard. But yet he won't tell me how to improve so basically I am wasting my time being there.
Other than that things are good. Will be home in about 3 weeks or so May 11th-17th. I'm SO excited!