Under Contruction....
So after being sick for about 4 days with some of the worst things I have ever encountered I have done some thinking. So enough of this stuff...I'm doing things for me now. I'm tired of #1 caring about guys and this and that. I'm sick of hearing "you're not my type" or even just them totally disappearing off the face of the earth. I'm TIRED of it. I'm tired of trying. So with this....I'm not. I will call 2 times and leave a message. If they call back then great, if not then oh well...NEXT!
I'm tired of trying to leave messages and attempting to call/hang out with people in general. Again, I will call 2-3 times and leave messages. If they return my call then great, if not then I'm not going to get all high strung about it. Because I figured that if anyone gave a damn about me then they would call, make an effort to see me and those that don't, don't care. Logical right? this goes for everyone in my life.
As for me, I have started to see some things that I want to change. Thanks to my good buddy Brad. With him pointing out some things that I don't like, I'm going to change them. whats funny is my close friend Renae, who I call "Gracey" thought of making a change in her life as well. So all I can say is a new and better Ryan is under contruction...
I'm tired of trying to leave messages and attempting to call/hang out with people in general. Again, I will call 2-3 times and leave messages. If they return my call then great, if not then I'm not going to get all high strung about it. Because I figured that if anyone gave a damn about me then they would call, make an effort to see me and those that don't, don't care. Logical right? this goes for everyone in my life.
As for me, I have started to see some things that I want to change. Thanks to my good buddy Brad. With him pointing out some things that I don't like, I'm going to change them. whats funny is my close friend Renae, who I call "Gracey" thought of making a change in her life as well. So all I can say is a new and better Ryan is under contruction...