Love Will Tear Us Apart
Well some good things happened this week. Dee and Stefni left to go to Montana last week on Thursday. Hanna and Pat were here. It was good to see them. I was worried cuz Hannah seemed to be more into talking/hanging out with Dee, but then Hannah and I had some alone time and went to Seattle to try and locate her uncle. So none the less it was good hanging out with her and Pat.
Dispite me being fired from Target well I was offered a job with Office Depo (well unoffical but when they ask you to take a piss test you can pretty much guess). Anyway so I have that plus I have an interview at Fred Myer for a management position. So we will see what happens with that. Sounds like though with my experience plus my college degree I will be making more than $8/hr. Lately I have been well rather alone. Josh has been hanging out with his best friend from Cali who is only here for about 2 weeks. I do hope to hang out with him this up coming week. I miss hanging/talking to him so much. I hope that things are ok between him and I. God I miss him.
On another note, my situation with Ryan L and a few others, well I have come to terms and if they want to be in my life they can and if not well then they will hear an ear full of...NEXT!
I went on a date with this one guy named Andrew. He recently moved here from Kentucky, so he still has the accent. He is 24 and really nice to me. We are going out again on Sun. I'm not sure what to think. Lately a few guys have expressed interest in going on a date with me yet I don't know. Gay guys are SO flaky no matter where you are but seems to be the case here in this state ALOT!.
Dee and Stefni comes back home tomorrow which will be nice to have them back home. Things have been quiet here. In some since nice but well not really. I miss having the noise they bring. I just hope that they had fun in Montana.
I feel I have changed but for the better since I have been here. I have gotten to be way more self confident, but not cocky. I feel good about myself and what I can do and I know what I deserve. This is reflecting when I go out. I go up and talk to guys now that I want to cuz I have noticed they have checked me out and if it doesn't work it doesn't. When it comes to friends, you can either be on my "list" or not but I don't care. YOU are the one who makes the choice. If I feel like this is the case one simple word can sum up all of this...NEXT! I have already shrunk my friends list for myspace and other websites. If for some reason you do not find yourself on any list of mine, I'm sorry you didn't make the effort I felt was needed to continue to have you in my life....NEXT! Sorry but that is just something you need to come to terms with I guess. This is a whole new me. Peace.
Dispite me being fired from Target well I was offered a job with Office Depo (well unoffical but when they ask you to take a piss test you can pretty much guess). Anyway so I have that plus I have an interview at Fred Myer for a management position. So we will see what happens with that. Sounds like though with my experience plus my college degree I will be making more than $8/hr. Lately I have been well rather alone. Josh has been hanging out with his best friend from Cali who is only here for about 2 weeks. I do hope to hang out with him this up coming week. I miss hanging/talking to him so much. I hope that things are ok between him and I. God I miss him.
On another note, my situation with Ryan L and a few others, well I have come to terms and if they want to be in my life they can and if not well then they will hear an ear full of...NEXT!
I went on a date with this one guy named Andrew. He recently moved here from Kentucky, so he still has the accent. He is 24 and really nice to me. We are going out again on Sun. I'm not sure what to think. Lately a few guys have expressed interest in going on a date with me yet I don't know. Gay guys are SO flaky no matter where you are but seems to be the case here in this state ALOT!.
Dee and Stefni comes back home tomorrow which will be nice to have them back home. Things have been quiet here. In some since nice but well not really. I miss having the noise they bring. I just hope that they had fun in Montana.
I feel I have changed but for the better since I have been here. I have gotten to be way more self confident, but not cocky. I feel good about myself and what I can do and I know what I deserve. This is reflecting when I go out. I go up and talk to guys now that I want to cuz I have noticed they have checked me out and if it doesn't work it doesn't. When it comes to friends, you can either be on my "list" or not but I don't care. YOU are the one who makes the choice. If I feel like this is the case one simple word can sum up all of this...NEXT! I have already shrunk my friends list for myspace and other websites. If for some reason you do not find yourself on any list of mine, I'm sorry you didn't make the effort I felt was needed to continue to have you in my life....NEXT! Sorry but that is just something you need to come to terms with I guess. This is a whole new me. Peace.