Sep 23, 2008 14:57
I realise with all my own questions, that I don´t have a core anymore just the nothingness, like the wind or the sea. no real substance or mass no gravity and nothing that draws ppl towards me. I live in the nothingness and the void. :) It is lonely to be just like the eagle on the mountain top.
...and so ppl dont really notice me. and so I am not missed by anyone.
Maybe I dont exist any more, or maybe I am not really here to begin with..I played all the cards and now I don´t have any game to play anymore. And when I am gone who is there to remember me? Did any of it really make any difference?