Subjects aren't important.
This is part of why talking online sucks.
Is logging offline the same as going "away"? At least in real life you can't walk away as easily...
When I cry I always think it's silly. But how does one stop it? A good question really.
I don't want to be around people who I have to care about whether they like me or not. That usually means family. If I were to move away, I could more be myself, because it didn't matter if the new folk liked me. I wouldn't have to care, and that would give me confidence, and more friends in the end. And better relationships with those friends. But until I can leave, I feel unreal too much of the time around some people. I'm not being nice because I want to, because it's the good thing to do, but because of how others will think of me if I don't do things correctly. If I don't make them happy in the right way.
I'm fine crying on my own... but I will get more depressed when my best friend doesn't have the time to talk to me. Not that she knew I was upset really, but this is a common occurance. Always hanging out with Paul, "can I call you later?" Sure. Go for it.
I think I should just crawl into my bed and avoid everybody for a few days. Will that help?
Is logging offline the same as going "away"? At least in real life you can't walk away as easily...
When I cry I always think it's silly. But how does one stop it? A good question really.
I don't want to be around people who I have to care about whether they like me or not. That usually means family. If I were to move away, I could more be myself, because it didn't matter if the new folk liked me. I wouldn't have to care, and that would give me confidence, and more friends in the end. And better relationships with those friends. But until I can leave, I feel unreal too much of the time around some people. I'm not being nice because I want to, because it's the good thing to do, but because of how others will think of me if I don't do things correctly. If I don't make them happy in the right way.
I'm fine crying on my own... but I will get more depressed when my best friend doesn't have the time to talk to me. Not that she knew I was upset really, but this is a common occurance. Always hanging out with Paul, "can I call you later?" Sure. Go for it.
I think I should just crawl into my bed and avoid everybody for a few days. Will that help?