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First off, I feel like I should wish those who are having a birthday this weekend a happy birthday.
Happy Birthday Courtney clsmooth and Marisa ilikecocaine!
Those of you headed to NOLA, have a safe trip. :)
My dearest Steven Boggs will be headed over here for the afternoon so we can watch the last movie he got, Metropolis.
Of course, as always, I am unsure of what I am going to be doing at all tonight, let alone this weekend. I never know until the very last minute. But I'm leaning towards Charlie's party tonight. Not only is it a crowd I really haven't hung out with before, but its actually a crowd with similar interests as me. Hip hop djs, and breaks he said. It would be absolutely fabulous to meet new people. Especially people i can actually TALK to and relate to. But we'll see.
Wes wants me to go to Lori & Robina's lil shindig tonight with him, but I am poor and can not afford to BYOB, so I may stop by, I may not. Who the hell ever knows. And ontop of all that, I'm sure muh man Steve will have some ideas as well.
I don't feel like staying indoors tonight. The green is lacking in my department, so I say, let the free beer flow. I've been on a consistent diet now for about three weeks, and I always feel like I've gained everything I've lost back whenever I go drinking. But alas, thus is the life of a 20yrold.
One more week until I get paid. This, I am looking forward to. I also applied for two more small credit cards since the others have been paid off and shreaded. The only people I owe money to are Cory, and Chevron. I wonder if Cory accepts credit cards...? hah. would be nice, for both he and I, I am sure.
I'm in an exceptionally good mood today, and I feel like the reason I am is unimportant. The news that I stumbled upon has taken iron tons off of my shoulders, when anyone else would have expected the opposite. The relief of this finality I feel, is unexplicable. Maybe now in time, things will simmer down, and mends will be made, and I will have someone once very important to me back in my life but on humanistic terms. There's nothing to value more than a true friend - and if it never happens, I will be just as secure in knowing that I have found a peace in their happiness.
Math homework never ends. I have nearly three chapters of homework to do before monday, and I think Sunday, before the show, i am going to attempt to finish it. Maybe even during the day Saturday. Who knows. Derrick is suppose to come by in the afternoon on sat, so I think I'll get up early, grab a paper, and start on my math. Any of you math wizzes are more than welcome to assist me in my endeavor. This is all.
I want to see everything! If someone were to ask me to pack up right now and follow them around the world, I would. I'm ready for new things, new experiences, new exposures, and people. I know a lot of people are lame - or not compatible with me - but with every 34095834659 or so, there's got to be a person i'd get along with. I wish I could know them ALL. But the handful of people around me that i love and would trust my life with, are enough for me. Austin is my home for now. And i love it. And Steve and Jess- i love you both.
And I talked to my parents about us staying with them next summer in Germany and getting a train pass and traveling all over Europe. They were 100% for it. So many things to look forward to. So many things I can't forget. So many things I cherish. It's the little things. And I'm smiling.
Happy Birthday Courtney clsmooth and Marisa ilikecocaine!
Those of you headed to NOLA, have a safe trip. :)
My dearest Steven Boggs will be headed over here for the afternoon so we can watch the last movie he got, Metropolis.
Of course, as always, I am unsure of what I am going to be doing at all tonight, let alone this weekend. I never know until the very last minute. But I'm leaning towards Charlie's party tonight. Not only is it a crowd I really haven't hung out with before, but its actually a crowd with similar interests as me. Hip hop djs, and breaks he said. It would be absolutely fabulous to meet new people. Especially people i can actually TALK to and relate to. But we'll see.
Wes wants me to go to Lori & Robina's lil shindig tonight with him, but I am poor and can not afford to BYOB, so I may stop by, I may not. Who the hell ever knows. And ontop of all that, I'm sure muh man Steve will have some ideas as well.
I don't feel like staying indoors tonight. The green is lacking in my department, so I say, let the free beer flow. I've been on a consistent diet now for about three weeks, and I always feel like I've gained everything I've lost back whenever I go drinking. But alas, thus is the life of a 20yrold.
One more week until I get paid. This, I am looking forward to. I also applied for two more small credit cards since the others have been paid off and shreaded. The only people I owe money to are Cory, and Chevron. I wonder if Cory accepts credit cards...? hah. would be nice, for both he and I, I am sure.
I'm in an exceptionally good mood today, and I feel like the reason I am is unimportant. The news that I stumbled upon has taken iron tons off of my shoulders, when anyone else would have expected the opposite. The relief of this finality I feel, is unexplicable. Maybe now in time, things will simmer down, and mends will be made, and I will have someone once very important to me back in my life but on humanistic terms. There's nothing to value more than a true friend - and if it never happens, I will be just as secure in knowing that I have found a peace in their happiness.
Math homework never ends. I have nearly three chapters of homework to do before monday, and I think Sunday, before the show, i am going to attempt to finish it. Maybe even during the day Saturday. Who knows. Derrick is suppose to come by in the afternoon on sat, so I think I'll get up early, grab a paper, and start on my math. Any of you math wizzes are more than welcome to assist me in my endeavor. This is all.
I want to see everything! If someone were to ask me to pack up right now and follow them around the world, I would. I'm ready for new things, new experiences, new exposures, and people. I know a lot of people are lame - or not compatible with me - but with every 34095834659 or so, there's got to be a person i'd get along with. I wish I could know them ALL. But the handful of people around me that i love and would trust my life with, are enough for me. Austin is my home for now. And i love it. And Steve and Jess- i love you both.
And I talked to my parents about us staying with them next summer in Germany and getting a train pass and traveling all over Europe. They were 100% for it. So many things to look forward to. So many things I can't forget. So many things I cherish. It's the little things. And I'm smiling.