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Baby was a week old today...or yesterday.
Im really glad he is here.
Only a week and already eating so much and growing so fast.
Ive been in so much pain.
Not even the closest person to me understands this. Nor wants to.
I can't even believe how ridiculously sad that I am.
i feel so alone in this house that's over crowded and loud.
I just tripped walking up the stairs.
My arm hit the wall.
And I thought that hurt.
I spilled about 3/4 of the bottle I just pumped.
That hurt a lot more.
I feel so drained lately.
And Im really just trying my best.
I will be strong because before I know it
I'll be my normal self
strength restored
Im really glad he is here.
Only a week and already eating so much and growing so fast.
Ive been in so much pain.
Not even the closest person to me understands this. Nor wants to.
I can't even believe how ridiculously sad that I am.
i feel so alone in this house that's over crowded and loud.
I just tripped walking up the stairs.
My arm hit the wall.
And I thought that hurt.
I spilled about 3/4 of the bottle I just pumped.
That hurt a lot more.
I feel so drained lately.
And Im really just trying my best.
I will be strong because before I know it
I'll be my normal self
strength restored