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Grr.. once again I've fallin for someone I can't have.. reason why I wish I wasn't here anymore. I hate finding someone that makes it worth living and still I can't ever have as my own. I wish I could get out of this curse I seem to put on myself. Except for that..
Yesterday, went to the hospital to later find out that I have a virus and it's eatin away my white blood cells.. so takin meds now for it. Missed classes two days in a row b/c I just can't get myself to stay awake. I always feel drained. Anyways- I best head off I need sleep I'm hurting myself b/c I'm not very good to myself. I'll continue being this sick if I don't start listing to what I need to do.
Wish someone out there could help me when it comes to.. how do I deal with me fallin for someone who may/will never know about it.. I just keep seeing great things about them and it just makes me fall for them over and over again. Ah well.. life as I know it sux!
Yesterday, went to the hospital to later find out that I have a virus and it's eatin away my white blood cells.. so takin meds now for it. Missed classes two days in a row b/c I just can't get myself to stay awake. I always feel drained. Anyways- I best head off I need sleep I'm hurting myself b/c I'm not very good to myself. I'll continue being this sick if I don't start listing to what I need to do.
Wish someone out there could help me when it comes to.. how do I deal with me fallin for someone who may/will never know about it.. I just keep seeing great things about them and it just makes me fall for them over and over again. Ah well.. life as I know it sux!