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Would love to update more before headin off to bed.. but, let's say in few words "my heart needs a life to mend because it's still in many pieces" Oh and-- I got accept to Frostburg University.. the way things been going around here.. I may just end up goin there. Huh.. the transfer dude is still waitin for my reply back to his call.. he was remindin me how close the Georgia State University deadline for applications is for this spring & askin if I'm still interested. I want to reply back, but I don't know what to say.. I'm a lost sheep tryin to find my way back.
"You'll never know how much I miss you and know how much my heart yearns for you still.. I'm truly sorry, but I did fall for you hard and the thing is I wouldn't trade for what we had for anything else. I just wish we could start back from where we stopped.. I know it seems things are probably hopeless. I just wish I knew how you feel on the other end.. am I still a person you think of or ever came upon in ur dreams. You have more than once.. more than I could ever count. Me who miss you oh so very much. Still yours even tho I'll never know if you'll ever allow me to have you as mine. Tho, you will always be my one and only"
hmm.. I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving break. Mine actually was pretty darn good. It has its moments of me personally not all there.. but this weekend actually kept me busy still. I'll just never like road trips, even short ones for a very long time. Still too much time to think.. Gotta keep this mind of mine occupied or I may just break down. Am keepin it under control better than before tho. We'll see how this semester ends and what the future holds. Probably updatin this LJ with this post isn't helpin the issue of me wantin to hear/talk with someone.. but this just helps me vent/allow someone to know that they still are in my thoughts, prayers, etc.
G'night & Sweetdreams Everyone!! One day I'll have my head on straight.. just be patient. *HUGs*
"You'll never know how much I miss you and know how much my heart yearns for you still.. I'm truly sorry, but I did fall for you hard and the thing is I wouldn't trade for what we had for anything else. I just wish we could start back from where we stopped.. I know it seems things are probably hopeless. I just wish I knew how you feel on the other end.. am I still a person you think of or ever came upon in ur dreams. You have more than once.. more than I could ever count. Me who miss you oh so very much. Still yours even tho I'll never know if you'll ever allow me to have you as mine. Tho, you will always be my one and only"
hmm.. I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving break. Mine actually was pretty darn good. It has its moments of me personally not all there.. but this weekend actually kept me busy still. I'll just never like road trips, even short ones for a very long time. Still too much time to think.. Gotta keep this mind of mine occupied or I may just break down. Am keepin it under control better than before tho. We'll see how this semester ends and what the future holds. Probably updatin this LJ with this post isn't helpin the issue of me wantin to hear/talk with someone.. but this just helps me vent/allow someone to know that they still are in my thoughts, prayers, etc.
G'night & Sweetdreams Everyone!! One day I'll have my head on straight.. just be patient. *HUGs*