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its way to fucking late to be up, but i am anyway.
i stopped updating this for awhile, i guess i have nothing to say. everyday i feel more bitter, must be the age. i'm in orlando with all my friends at the moment, getting ready to go miami for a tournament. i should be thinking about that, but it's really the last thing on my mind. i miss living in my old house, moving to spring hill seems to make me feel like shit, i feel more alone than ever, and a lot of my friends have faded due to the distance, and i hate that, really fucking hate that. somethings missing and i cant find out what it is. the summer semester starts soon, and i'm glad it does - i've been off this whole semester and i haven't accomplished a single thing. i have an interview at american eagle when i get back from miami, monday or tuesday - i don't know yet. i hope i get that job, maybe i'll meet someone, friends, girlfriend - i dont care, i just hate being bored every weekend.
it wont be long until i live up here, and i cant wait - these are all my best friends, and its fucking crazy that this video games holds us together, im in this for the long run, its exciting and something to do.
i stopped updating this for awhile, i guess i have nothing to say. everyday i feel more bitter, must be the age. i'm in orlando with all my friends at the moment, getting ready to go miami for a tournament. i should be thinking about that, but it's really the last thing on my mind. i miss living in my old house, moving to spring hill seems to make me feel like shit, i feel more alone than ever, and a lot of my friends have faded due to the distance, and i hate that, really fucking hate that. somethings missing and i cant find out what it is. the summer semester starts soon, and i'm glad it does - i've been off this whole semester and i haven't accomplished a single thing. i have an interview at american eagle when i get back from miami, monday or tuesday - i don't know yet. i hope i get that job, maybe i'll meet someone, friends, girlfriend - i dont care, i just hate being bored every weekend.
it wont be long until i live up here, and i cant wait - these are all my best friends, and its fucking crazy that this video games holds us together, im in this for the long run, its exciting and something to do.