o no!!!!!!!!1
so i cant go online anymore for an undetermined amount of time. puddle cakes! and when i try to sign on to AIM i keep getting this: "sing in blocked" that poo poo program has blocked me. i connect to ppl thru the internet. grr. now i have to figure out how to fix this so i can keep my sceen name b/c i dont know the names of the ppl on my list by heart nor do i have them written down. i could just collect a new list but that take too much effort and besides i like my screen name. i went to the paradise lounge a couple of weekends ago anf show a show and once again did not meet any bandmates. grr. my hands started getting sweating and i was not going to be remembered as the girl with the sweaty palms. and no i could not just wipe them against my skirt to dry- it only causes more persperation while making one look dumb. o well just have to wait for my next opprotunity. ooo got on the subject of pretty-cute girls vs. pretty-hot girls. i fall into the pretty-cute girl catagory. i tried to look hot but didnt quite reach. its a personality thing too- im just cute....i dont exude sensuallity. i can try but it will look funny. :)