the confession of a everchanging soul
im to be unforgiven. ive sold my soul into damnation over greed. ive depreciated the value of my physical self by damaging it with harmful chemicals including hardening my liver with mass amounts of alchohol................and for what? a few crazy stalkers that are too niave to know the demon behind a warm smile.....all that can be good was passed before me at one point in time and i still believe it is everyday. i have pushed it away, turned a blind eye, and purposfully turned that good into evil.
and i cant say that im done....my actions are completly self motivated and unjustified in society.
yet ive still come to the conclusion that life is a struggle to survive and im here to collect as much as my hands can hold. i go to the gym i go to college and i work. but when im not doing that which is expected of me i am to do nothing but exploit. forever may i be sober for the sake of a future i havent even started to discover but could possibly still be in the wake of my march through aging. but if i dont succeed in my lifes struggle ill be forced into a life of less, and less is not what a greedy person like me will settle for.
and i cant say that im done....my actions are completly self motivated and unjustified in society.
yet ive still come to the conclusion that life is a struggle to survive and im here to collect as much as my hands can hold. i go to the gym i go to college and i work. but when im not doing that which is expected of me i am to do nothing but exploit. forever may i be sober for the sake of a future i havent even started to discover but could possibly still be in the wake of my march through aging. but if i dont succeed in my lifes struggle ill be forced into a life of less, and less is not what a greedy person like me will settle for.