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The week has been busy.. Much to do as always. I am at a period of my life where I enjoy very little of my life. I enjoy an hour curling and maybe a half to a hour at home. Everything else is just crap. There are so many people I wanted to get closer to by the end of the year, but it looks like that is not going to happen. I hang around with a bunch of kids that don't give a damn about how I am except, Cody, Ian, and sometimes Tyler. In a big group like that Tyler really doesn't notice you. I occasionally see Ben.
I realize once again that I suck at everything in life, but school. Seriously, I realize my only goals in life are to try my best in school, go to college, become a scientist, research, retire, and die.
My mom yesterday asked why I could never be happy. Senior year wasn't made to be fun. Life isn't about being happy. It's about serving the world and getting things accomplished.
I realize once again that I suck at everything in life, but school. Seriously, I realize my only goals in life are to try my best in school, go to college, become a scientist, research, retire, and die.
My mom yesterday asked why I could never be happy. Senior year wasn't made to be fun. Life isn't about being happy. It's about serving the world and getting things accomplished.