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A person walking downtown gazing inside store windows after dark. So many wonderful and beautiful things on display, but you just can't get inside the door. And you probably wouldn't have enough money to get what you wanted anyways.
........Thanksgiving was okay... I stayed up to 4 AM the night before and gave blood the days before so I was totally out of it next day. Life seems so pointless at times. The only thing that really seems to matter are the people around you. I don't really see myself in the future, just other people. Everything seems very fuzzy. It's like I see myself frozen in time, but I see everyone else's lives continue like a big soap opera.
I worked around 20 hours these last few days.
Time to do homework, the only real purpose in my life it seems.
I see everyone sliding away from me, people growing older, getting closer to other people, moving away.....
........Thanksgiving was okay... I stayed up to 4 AM the night before and gave blood the days before so I was totally out of it next day. Life seems so pointless at times. The only thing that really seems to matter are the people around you. I don't really see myself in the future, just other people. Everything seems very fuzzy. It's like I see myself frozen in time, but I see everyone else's lives continue like a big soap opera.
I worked around 20 hours these last few days.
Time to do homework, the only real purpose in my life it seems.
I see everyone sliding away from me, people growing older, getting closer to other people, moving away.....