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I need to hang out with someone tommorow or else I won't be able to make it through the unveiling on Sunday. It seems as if my family doesn't even care, as if their doing it just because they have to. They show no emotion about it and that scares me. It's been almost a year and at every major event, at every place he should have been, he wasn't, and it was as if there was a hole there. Maybe Sunday will fill that hole for me. Maybe it'll just make it larger. All I know is that, no matter what, its just gonna be a hard day.