Restlessness
Under new circumstances my body is now restless, waiting patiently as it can. It's like going through the torture all over again but with some light of hope. It's different this time and I did not fathom or expect this circumstance at all. My dream seemed to know the answer already but I'm convincing myself for the worse anyway. There's a million things I would like to say but it would be out of place now. I have to be that neutral wall.