test (RANDOM MODE)
i seriously hate that everytime it is me who have to change how thingsin my life to suite everyone around me. it sucks cause redoing scheduling is really a waste of my time. I was in good mood tonight until somebody told me i need to cover for them. its annoying and rude. plans that big doesnt just come so suddenly so using an idiotic excuse like "ah i have something come up." really its an organized event... you cant just have an orginised event to suddnly somes up. it take days to plan!
im tired. everyone is about to give up on me and my most important person to me said that i made them sick of me.
on separation i dont feel like im losing or missing something.. i guess to be thinking and missing someone who doesnt even want you in the first place is just a waste of time.
oh well.. shit happened
im tired. everyone is about to give up on me and my most important person to me said that i made them sick of me.
on separation i dont feel like im losing or missing something.. i guess to be thinking and missing someone who doesnt even want you in the first place is just a waste of time.
oh well.. shit happened