Mar 27, 2005 16:36
well thing are goin ok. im just havin alot of decisions to make that i dont want tio m ake and its like either way i go im gonna hurt people so i dont know what to do. im so worried about money and im affraid i might make the wrong decision about stuff and i dont want to. there are equal amounts of greatness in either decision and so im stuck. i have to make the decision on my own and that sucks. but i think i have almost decided on what im gonna do but i still dont know.so much preperation has already gone into a decision and its like i might turn back.shit i dont know.well one good thig is i got my turntable and my keyboard which are both awesome i may say.if anyone has a kick ass keyboard they are willing to sell cheap then please let me know.i need one bad. i hope to be doin somethin with music in the future but im not sure i still have no idea about what i want to do with my life and i dont think im goona figure it out anytime soon. i just want to get out of my house and into my own place and just get ettled down and have a good job that i like and shit like that.oney money.ive also been doin good i havent drank in like 2 weeks i think i might need to but im not its the begining of the week and we have school even though that hasnt stopped me before but idont know. im gonan try not to be late any this week and not miss any days since it is spring break.just a few months left till i get out of this hell of a school.i hate the school system. i have all my credits already and all i need is a semester of english and humanities nothing else but i still have to come to this shit to graduate god it sucks.well me and jessica are doin awesome and it just gets better everyday and i really think itll stay the way it is or get better. we are so much closer than we have ever been and i think we are really starting to understand eachother more and we are actually talking abotu shit yay.ut its great
MAY THE COCK BE WITH YOU