juggaho liquor madness
well yesterday i got mad at jessica cause we were supposed to talkl but she was over at shaunas and she didnt want to talk so it was like i kepty callin but she was busy so i called at like 2 and she was asleep and so she didnt want to talk cause she was asleep.but she finally said what she wanted to and she said she wants it to work and she would like to be with me again.so i told her i dont know and well talk on valentines day. it made me feel really good cause i feel like she has changed since i attempted the break thing.i think it really got her thinking and she actually realized what she wants and im happy its me.i really wnat to be with er too we just need to discuss a few things first. i hope it works out and if we both want it bad enough then it wil be ok in the end. i love her so much and the way shes acted the last 2 days has really made me think about why i love her so much. for a while i wasnt sure but then the other day it made it all go away.its like since weve broken up ive bee ntryin to findsomeone to fall back on and it just hasnt worked i dont want to fall on anyone but fall back in love with jessica the way it used to be and i think we can do it. i love you baby