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I'm so glad there's a thunderstorm! I usually sleep best when there's a storm.
No more diet and down to 4 shots a day! I'm feeling like myself again, for the most part, some mood swings. I don't have all of my energy back. Can't walk across campus without being short of breath and my brain just isn't fully functional yet. But I'd rather feel emotionally well and physically a little out of sorts than I did before the stuff. It kind of feels like I will never be able to put a piece of food in my mouth again without questioning whether or not it's a good idea.
I hope I dropped the show today. I feel bad that tech starts in a month but I really don't feel competent. Unfortunately if they don't find someone else they might be able to talk me into still doing it.
I don't know what I'm doing for classes. I keep changing my mind about dropping or auditing. If I get out of the show then I will probably just take medical leave and try to get surgery. Otherwise I might audit a class or two. It's not terrible losing the semester considering my Chair is going away for the fall anyways.
Wow, life... I'm really blessed to have the friends I do.
No more diet and down to 4 shots a day! I'm feeling like myself again, for the most part, some mood swings. I don't have all of my energy back. Can't walk across campus without being short of breath and my brain just isn't fully functional yet. But I'd rather feel emotionally well and physically a little out of sorts than I did before the stuff. It kind of feels like I will never be able to put a piece of food in my mouth again without questioning whether or not it's a good idea.
I hope I dropped the show today. I feel bad that tech starts in a month but I really don't feel competent. Unfortunately if they don't find someone else they might be able to talk me into still doing it.
I don't know what I'm doing for classes. I keep changing my mind about dropping or auditing. If I get out of the show then I will probably just take medical leave and try to get surgery. Otherwise I might audit a class or two. It's not terrible losing the semester considering my Chair is going away for the fall anyways.
Wow, life... I'm really blessed to have the friends I do.