Damned if I do ya, damned if I don't [Prologue/?]

Aug 16, 2009 13:55

Title: Damned if I do ya, damned if I don't
Chapter: Prologue
Author:
ryden_gabilliam
Rating: R (to be safe)
Pairing: girl!Ryan/Brendon
Side Pairings: Gabe/William, Alex/Nate, Jack/Alex, Spencer/Jon and more to come...
POV: 3rd person
Summary: They said Ryan had a problem. She had satisfying grades, she was an obedient daughter and she was a very nice friend... So what was wrong with her? Apart for being a perfect daughter and a good friend, for a normal girl, she never had a boyfriend since birth. Her reason was that, she's waiting for this certain person whom she had love since she could remember. Because really, what's wrong with being in love with Brendon Urie? Oh, right. They're siblings...
Disclaimer: Incest!!! First time writing it. :D
Beta: longerthanwedo
Author Notes: This is bullshit. This is complete and utter bullshit! This is just a waste of time! But yeah, you should go and read it. lol. ♥ And this is a bit short, because it's only a prologue. :D

Ryan puched the wall as she worked her way out of the bathroom.. Curious eyes flooded the whole room as Ryan watched them with narrow eyes.. The visitors in their house were annoying the bitch out of her. They kept staring at her. They even have [had] those judgemental eyes that drowned her on the whole scenario, casting her away from her consciousness. She nearly fainted lately [take out lately]. She was just so frustrated about everything.

Then she felt hands on her shoulders. Brendon. She knew. She always knew. She turned to face Brendon and looked deeply in those chocolate brown eyes...

"Everything alright? You look distressed," Brendon said keeping eye contact with Ryan. Ryan just looked away and turned her back on Brendon.

He was the reason why she's like this. He just didn't notice it. He was the reason why she's suffering right now. She had been in love with Brendon since they were kids. Being the older one, sometimes she thought she was too immature for her role. Or maybe Brendon just matured recently. Yes, Brendon finally matured. And it hurted [hurt] Ryan that her role being the big sister was somewhat gone. Because Brendon was the one who willbhelp her with the things she had failed to do. He was the one who would defend her when she was being bullied.

It pained her so much that Brendon was in love. In love with that fucking cheerleader captain... Sarah Orchezowski. Ryan hated her so much. She hated Sarah ever since. To the fact that she was a plastic, ignorant whore whom her step-brother found on a fancy restaurant. All of them were Juniors even though Ryan's older. Their parents decided that it would be better if Ryan was there to guide Brendon. But they were wrong. Brendon was the one doing her supposed job. And Ryan hated herself for it.

*~*~*~*~*

"Ry... HEY! Wait up," Brendon shouted as he ran towards his step-sister. He hated seeing her like that. Being so pissed off without even knowing the reason behind it. She was too beautiful to be even pissed like that. Brendon always thought that she was beautiful, he just never got the chance to tell her. Her name even fitted her. Even if it's a boy's name, he thought it was just right for her.

He stopped in front of Ryan's vague figure, panting and needing air to breathe normally. Ryan looked at Brendon curiously as Brendon fixed his hair with his right hand. Brendon grinned, Ryan frowned. Maybe it was a hard day for Ry, Brendon thought.

"Ry... Are yo--"

"Go away Brendon!" Ryan exclaimed then walked away.

"You called me Brendon..." Brendon whispered to himself, not knowing what to do. Ryan always called him Bren or B, but now... He's just too lost for words to even describe the feeling when he heard Ryan said his real name. It's just different.

A/N: I hate myself. The prologue is just so disappointing, right? It's the first part of the story and it already involves fighting. GAAAH! I totally hate myself for this! But please do comment. :D

chaptered: damned if i do ya damned if i, author:ryden_gabilliam, rating:r

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