Changes
A lot of things have been going on the past couple of weeks. A LOT. I cannot say that things have been the easiest down here but I am still having a really good time. Santa Barbara is so beautiful and I love being down here next to the ocean and especially the Santa Ynez. Amy and I went on a break but we are still talking and things are going pretty well...I still really care about her and I am just trying to see if are truly right for each other at this point. It is hard on both of us, and I feel pretty guilty about the situation because I hate hurting people I care about but I think we have gone about the whole ordeal very well. I am going to hang out with her and study tonight because I have tons of work to do and I really do not feel like partying at all tonight. Should be a good, chill time for sure.
Okay, so another big change is that I am going to abandon physics as my major! This is huge for me since for once in my life I felt that I had kinda figured out what I wanted to do, and it was something that I actually had a passion for. However, once I got down here, I have hated my physics classes and all of the fire I used to have towards them as been extinguished. The main reason is that they are nothing but abstract and complicated math, and that was not what I really liked about them. There was some partial foolishness on my part because I knew physics contained tons of math but I was not sure how exactly it would be. But I am sick of it. So it is all over for me with physics. Right now, I am looking at majoring likely in bus econ and possibly minoring in history so we will see if that pans out. Just anything that does not have buttloads of math, and hopefully i will be able to live with it. I am thinking bus econ just because it is very broad and I need something like that that is not too restrictive. Plus I have always wanted to take some business-related courses but I would have never had the time to. Hopefully I will like it because this change alone is going to set me back quite a bit. I am going to take summer school for sure I am thinking, but even still, I think I might not be able to make it in only two years. But that is okay, I am prepared to deal with that. I just can't wait for this quarter to be over so I can be done with these crazy hardcore piece of lame-crap physics classes. That's right, I said lame-crap.
Well I better wrap this up. I hardly update but I am going to try to work on that starting now. Although I have quite a few midterms coming up so nevermind. But sometime I will get back into updating more regularly.
Okay, so another big change is that I am going to abandon physics as my major! This is huge for me since for once in my life I felt that I had kinda figured out what I wanted to do, and it was something that I actually had a passion for. However, once I got down here, I have hated my physics classes and all of the fire I used to have towards them as been extinguished. The main reason is that they are nothing but abstract and complicated math, and that was not what I really liked about them. There was some partial foolishness on my part because I knew physics contained tons of math but I was not sure how exactly it would be. But I am sick of it. So it is all over for me with physics. Right now, I am looking at majoring likely in bus econ and possibly minoring in history so we will see if that pans out. Just anything that does not have buttloads of math, and hopefully i will be able to live with it. I am thinking bus econ just because it is very broad and I need something like that that is not too restrictive. Plus I have always wanted to take some business-related courses but I would have never had the time to. Hopefully I will like it because this change alone is going to set me back quite a bit. I am going to take summer school for sure I am thinking, but even still, I think I might not be able to make it in only two years. But that is okay, I am prepared to deal with that. I just can't wait for this quarter to be over so I can be done with these crazy hardcore piece of lame-crap physics classes. That's right, I said lame-crap.
Well I better wrap this up. I hardly update but I am going to try to work on that starting now. Although I have quite a few midterms coming up so nevermind. But sometime I will get back into updating more regularly.