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Ever been soo mad that you want to destroy another life?
I mean not just destroy, but ruin and utterly annihilate another soul?
I felt that way last night. I wanted to revel in the destruction of another human. I wanted to taste their unimaginable saddness, and watch as they celebrate their unbridled misery.
Sometimes i feel like the evilest motherfucker on the planet. That i have no equal in the darkness.
BUt thats the inverse of how i actually am, insanely nice.
Well actually let me rephrase. Im not really nice. I am pleasant, polite and friendly. But then i am also a raging asshole, but only within the confines of niceness.
I'm a cheeky asshole. :-) Endearing even....
Agh i hate self-reflective ruminations.
I mean not just destroy, but ruin and utterly annihilate another soul?
I felt that way last night. I wanted to revel in the destruction of another human. I wanted to taste their unimaginable saddness, and watch as they celebrate their unbridled misery.
Sometimes i feel like the evilest motherfucker on the planet. That i have no equal in the darkness.
BUt thats the inverse of how i actually am, insanely nice.
Well actually let me rephrase. Im not really nice. I am pleasant, polite and friendly. But then i am also a raging asshole, but only within the confines of niceness.
I'm a cheeky asshole. :-) Endearing even....
Agh i hate self-reflective ruminations.