Oct 16, 2005 01:12
whenever i update at night...im usually in a bad mood...dont no why.
things have been ok i guess....it changes on and off....i need that one thing that made me so happy last year....i really do....
I still have feelings for her....but who knows..i get mixed messages...never no what she is feeling...or what she thinks about me...in general... i usually have no clue of whats going on....
hopefully things change..i hope i didnt ruin my chance...i just dont want to waste my time....if im chasing something that will never happen.
I just want to be with the person i know i will be happy with..but who knows....and i just hope that if i cant have them...that i will find someone else...and i might have found them..
its not about who you think it is...so dont guess.
but i dont like to complain...life is going good....hopefully everything stays good.....peace down
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