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I feel so empty
so uncomplete
I have no motivation..
No enthusasim
just blah
At school today... I was just falling apart on the inside.... I kept starting my sentences backwards and merging my words together..making complete and utter babble de gook.... If someone with a 4.0 like andrew michelle makes a gramatical error like that.. people think nothing of it...... but when I do it Im labeled Retard...........
Im sick of carrying that weight.... knowing that just one mistake will bring me down so far.........
I look around me and see people breezing through life.... breezing through school... Their hardest decision in life is what to whare for school...or who their going to homecoming with.....
Reminds me of my cousins...
everything comes easy to them......
My grandfather say's their lucky... and I was lucky to be born
Ive always been the one who had the bad cards dealt to... ive always been the underdog....
but I dont care.... I dont want luck...
Having to do things the hard way has made me strong
I just wish you could see that
Im really not crazy..
If you stay a little while.. maybe youll see a different side of me
See things through my eyes..
walk a mile in my shoes...
then maybe.. youll know what its like
to have to choose..
to have to lose..
to have to sing the blues.....
so uncomplete
I have no motivation..
No enthusasim
just blah
At school today... I was just falling apart on the inside.... I kept starting my sentences backwards and merging my words together..making complete and utter babble de gook.... If someone with a 4.0 like andrew michelle makes a gramatical error like that.. people think nothing of it...... but when I do it Im labeled Retard...........
Im sick of carrying that weight.... knowing that just one mistake will bring me down so far.........
I look around me and see people breezing through life.... breezing through school... Their hardest decision in life is what to whare for school...or who their going to homecoming with.....
Reminds me of my cousins...
everything comes easy to them......
My grandfather say's their lucky... and I was lucky to be born
Ive always been the one who had the bad cards dealt to... ive always been the underdog....
but I dont care.... I dont want luck...
Having to do things the hard way has made me strong
I just wish you could see that
Im really not crazy..
If you stay a little while.. maybe youll see a different side of me
See things through my eyes..
walk a mile in my shoes...
then maybe.. youll know what its like
to have to choose..
to have to lose..
to have to sing the blues.....