Feb 17, 2004 10:40
Yesterday was a pretty good day, didn't sleep still but thats ok.
I got my first test prints back from the printer for my BFA exhibition that goes up in a little over a month and they turned out pretty well so I was happy about that. I've still got a shitload of work to do on the rest of the show but I know I'll get it done. Then I went and saw bunkbed nights which again blew my away, seriously those guys are really really good and really nice people. For some reason whenever I hear certain songs of theirs I get inspired and I love it.
I'm looking forward to practice tonight so I can think a bit more about things that have been going on cause I know that one of the places I'm at peace is behind my drums which yeah probably sounds dumb to some but it works for me somehow. On that note Happy B-day goes out to Conman-69 today!
Also last night I realized that some of the things that I've been writing in this thing have been making some people upset about my thoughts or whatever, I guess to them I'd have to say I'm sorry but in all reality I'm not. If your upset about things that are going through my head or if I've hurt you in anyway I feel it's because something greater wants this to happen in my life. I guess thats about all I'm going to say for now but to those people whom I've hurt or am hurting I have to say that I'm making choices that will in the end better my life to an extent that even I can't imagine, and if not well then I traveled the path that I felt necessary and failed...
Oh yeah today would be Amy and my four year anniversary, I wish now in some ways that I was spending it differently...