A really sad story

[ryanonbway]

A friend: i met a boy at school and fell in love.

A friend: honestly, i think about him daily. i'm waiting for the relationship that makes me not.
A friend: god, it's been over a year now.

A friend: ***** and i dated from september to may.

A friend: i told ***** i loved him around december and he told me he couldn't say that yet, which i understood because we'd both come from very abusive backgrounds and i just coped better than he did.
A friend: last day of school comes. he graduates, says "I love you, I love you more than I've ever loved anyone and I'll always love you." We kissed, he got in a taxi and we haven't seen eachother since

A friend: everytime i see someone that looks remotely like him or smells like him or talks like him or even shares his name, i have to calm myself down.

A friend: he was my first, and until this summer, my only everything.

A friend: he hasn't dated anyone.
A friend: and hasn't called me. and i haven't called him.
A friend: I need a relationship that can get me over THAT.
A friend: I am king baggage.

Me: wow?
A friend: haha.