Jul 08, 2003 00:09
- Picking up Sandy at 9:45 in the morning to go rollerblading at Stoney Creek
- Chris Mick falling
- Sandy falling right after Chris Mick
- Seeing Kati Adams
- 6 mile long trail that took us two hours
- Lunch with Kati Adams and the gang
- Margaret Cho and swimming at Chris's
- Sex chair! Kyle sat in it twice!
- Kyle's suit being pulled down by Chris...even though I missed his very white ass hehe
- Rehearsal...went well, and Andrew made a fucking fool out of himself. Nothing new. Not even gonna vent on this one because it won't help.
By the way, if you would like to see Andrew's *AWESOME* (note the sarcasm) choreography, come see the Avon Players Youth Theatre Showcase on Friday or Saturday, July 11th and 12th, at 7:30PM. I'm in a bunch of numbers, as is my sister Jess, Becca Gluckstein, and all the other Avon peoples.
I believe I should give up because I was told today of my unquestionable future failure. Don't ask. If you have hung out with me in the past week or so, you will understand. I hate to give up so easily, but it's impossible. I just want to leave. So badly. Get away from all this.
I will miss you but I need change.
I really wanted to call in to work tomorrow, and I almost was going to, but I only have a week left. So I'm going. Unfortunately. I'm gonna be exhausted.
I hate gay men. They all suck ass. Every single one of them is a sensitive, selfish, arrogant bitch with either no self esteem or way too much. I include myself in this rant. They are all such drama freaked, guiltless assholes that tend to be heartless unless using charisma and charm to get what they want. I hate them.
Inevitable. I know it's a terrible word Ben, but I have accepted it and moved on. Nobody in this world can say that they truly have never judged another human being, or even that they can limit their judgemental attitude. That is not reality. And although it may be depressing, the sooner one accepts it and moves on, the sooner one can live life realistically. All my opinion. I already know that Ben disagrees with me.
I'm kind of in a bad mood now. It's all Ben's fault. Hehe. I'm off to bed. Gnight.
Until I wake up around 4 or 5 for no reason and come down and write another entry.