Just a thought...

Sep 22, 2006 02:19

I'm figuring myself out like I never have before. Feeling emotions I never thought I could access. This is just an amazing sensation to be going through and I feel like talking to everyone about it and giving everyone a hug. I feel like right now I need the world's affection, and even that won't be enough to hold me back.

Just process that. Think about life, it's emotions, it's passions. Think about feelings you've never felt before, and how exciting it would be to experience them. I feel like crying. In sadness and in Joy, but neither reason do I know why.

All I know is that I'm having an amazing breakthrough that I can't even begin to explain, the only way to understand is to see the results. But results aren't what I'm going for, I've opened up and I'm looking for the intent. The ultimate intent as to why I am going through what I am (literally) going through.

You can like what you want in your life, but in the end it all comes back to equal emotion. We all feel the same things, it's what makes us human. Humanity doesn't creat emotion. Humanity is emotion. And tha'ts my problem, I've been trying to create. I just need to become what I truely am, and let my inner humanity through.

This is so ridiculously stupid and insightful that I can't contain it. I just had to write it.

Like I said, I feel like crying.
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